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2010-04-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to upload about today...

Woke up in the morning and went over mum place for breakfast n headed to CC for badminton session with cheryl.. woohooo shiok one... TIRED!! lol.. 11-1pm..

After tat headed bk to mum place to rest n went dinner with cheryl.. met my pri sch fren... lol.. such a coincidence.. hmmmm

But what in my mind was all about u.. Dear.. hw come no calls from u yet:( miss u sooo much... haiz.. 25 days more to go siah-.- hw r u doing over there??? hope to recieve ur calls soon:( miss u lots

BORED

2010-04-01T21:15:00.003+08:00

Was A bored n down day... EMO!!

Woke up n get myself n xuan ready and we went to KFC to ate breakfast.. SOOO nice the a.m twister.. can buy again.. lol.. After eating went to work..

HAIZ.. no longer the same feeling.. everyone seems so wierd.. Haiz.. Some ppl is so Fake.. Still ask whether i m ok not this n that.. Hey.. dun come n act one concern abt me when u r nt.. JUST WANNA LAUGH AT ME RIGHT?? go ahead! .l. anyway didnt bother much abt this kind of ppl...
Dun understand what will it benefit u to talk behind ppl back n tell ppl that shudnt know.. REAlly dun understand ppl like u... PUI!!! now see u wanna vomit.. Puke!!! ARGHH enuff of this kind of ppl.. dun say le...!!

OOhh anyway.. went to visit the dentist today... SOO uncomfortable..-.- hate dentist.. LOL.. BUT it MAKE MY TEETH SOOOOOO CLEAN... hubby been pestering me for long:D LOL.. finally i visited.. hahaha..

After work.. went bk home to slack without hubby:( SOOo lonely... haiz.. 27 days to go~~!! n the monster is giving me prob le.. HAIZ DEAR!!!!!!!!!!:(

*tml going uncle hse for popiah:)!! without hubby:( HAIZ!!

Missing u like crazy le>.<

haiz

2010-03-31T20:25:00.003+08:00

Darling... how i wish u were here>.<

HUBBY went sailing today le.. will onli back on 28 apr.. and i m already feeling sooo tired..

Went breakfast with hubby at 163 this morning before he went off. And the rest of the day is a bad one for me... i dunno hw to start saying wat happen but i really feel so stressed up now.. everything have to change for me... I hv no other choices given... though changing of line is good for me.. but i m just so reluctant to leave...

How shud i start going about nowww??? HUBBBYYYY!!!! haiz.... And i feel so faked about the both of u... u r just being bias... when i did something good who was there to see... WHEN I DO SOMETHING BAD EVERYONE WAS THERE TO SAY N POINT.. though infront of me u dun say it tis way.. but behind me u r stabbing me everywhere.. Haiz... i also heart die le la...

tml is another day for me.... Arghhh... HAiz.. will be very moody.. jenny n cheryl if u get to see tis i will have to say sorry if i m being too moody towards the both of u this few days...

and hubby.. hope u will call me soon...i miss u...:( sobsss

Boring Sunday~!

2010-03-28T22:22:00.003+08:00

3 more days......

A Simple day... Woke up at 9 plus in the morning n wash clothes, clean the room and wait for hubby to come back from his duty.. Planned to go fish farm to buy hubby's ting but he changed his mind.. So we went to plaza to have breakfast-cum-lunch.-.-""

Went to Kopitiam to eat and proceeded to NTUC to buy some necessities for hubby's sailing this wed:(.. (haizX10000). Headed back home after it and had a short short nap for 30mins or so... Wanted to wake up to cook porridge for samantha.. but MIL was cooking dinner so waited for her to cook finish dinner but she cooked sam's porridge before i knew.. LOL.. thanks MIL.... becoz poor junie extracted her tooth 2 days ago.. and had fever.. so MIL cook porridge for sam n junie..

hmmmzz hubby's mood was very bad today.. AS if he has PMS!! CAN DIE-.- DUN LIKE U TO BE LIKE THAT!!! ARGHHH GOING sailing liao still like that.. U hor.. HAIz..

AND SIANZATION~!!!!! tml is monday~~ BORING.. work again.. esp with those management=X! opps... sooo sian...

It's 1030 now.. going off to bed... and face the monday blueeeeeesssss... argh... byyyeeee!!~~

IT's Been long i Have POSTED~!!! LOL

2010-03-27T17:42:00.003+08:00

Hmmm...

Just suddenly tot of it... 31st march hubby going overseas again... for a mth.. though is just a mth.. but still he is nt beside me... so i will start to update my blog to let him know what i have been doing...:)

24th Mar..

We Just celebrated our 3rd yr anniversary... @ jacks place... Samantha was with us too.. and i guess it is the first yr she joined us.. LOL.. Last yr hubby sailing so didnt manage to celebrate.

27th Mar..

Today working.. took over Mohana's sat for this week n whole of the april i need not work.. LOL.. went plaza to buy badminton racket... just 10 bucks. PLanned to play badminton with cheryl every sat n sun, and when hubby is back from the 1mth sailing we can go play together too.. OK hubby??? hahaha..

** Haiz... tinking abt next week i sooooo fed up~~ Wat shud i do?? Wat shud i say??? This ppl are really fucking fake.. esp someone... haiz.. HWWWWWW:'(!!!!!

2009-12-21T22:07:00.006+08:00

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2009-12-01T23:09:00.003+08:00

The Fact and the reality in the society is too cruel...

Hai... Have been having bad headaches this 3 days dunno why... Once i start to have headaches i will keep yawning.. wondering what's wrong with me again~!

Today got new students came in today... but they r siblings of the students in sch. So not too bad.. no crying no shouting no yelling.. LOL..

Hubby not back hm today again liao~ Lonely night..

Haiz... what shud i do?? i have no confidence in whatever i m doing now too... i feel so insecure and no motivation. Though i have planned to the route i wan, but i still have no confidence in walking this route. And i know i love this route i planned. How?? What shud i do?? Someone tell me... i am struggling:(

CRUEL~ STRESSED~ IRRITATING~

2009-11-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday nite!

TML is another working day~! HAIZ.... LOL

Ytd was my turn to work for the sat... hmmm Met a busybody parent from the saturday enrichment class... so stupid.. shud mind her own business... LOL.. angry~

Today morning woke up and brought xuan down for my dad... Den went to have breakfast with hubby...

Reached home ard 11am after breakfast.. and we decided to go lot one after tat.. So went home to bathe and get changed.. Went to fetch xuan to go with us too.. LOL.. actually dun wanna bring her.. but too bad mummy got to go out.. HAHAHAHAHA

Reached lot one... we went to eat NEW YORK NEW YORK. *yum Yum* MUShroom soup.. So nice can the soup.. LOVE IT DEEPLY.. HAAHHAHA... and i ate Hawaii tereyaki chicken chop. HUbby ate fish and chip.. but there's chilli powder on top...

After eating went to LEVI'S to take a look at the jeans coz there's a promotion of trading old jeans to buy a new jeans from LEVI'S. Any brand also can.. woots.. cool rite??? But sadly, I didnt manage to find one i like... i tried one but wasnt my liking.. SOBS..

Walked ard and stopped at a shoe shop and bought a pair of shoes. After which we headed back home.. Slack and rot awhile at home and had dinner at home too.

Finished eating dinner, we decided to go plaza for a walk as hubby need to buy sometings. And know wat? i manage to buy a jeans from GIORDANO. lol... but will need to alter and collect on this coming thurs. HAHHAAHA.. Headed home soon after tat. Feeling so sleepy now *yawnz*

OK i m turning in.. GOOD NIGHTS..

Woohooo meeting up with sec sch frens at DBO on wed night for drinks... *clap clap*

2009-11-05T22:32:00.002+08:00

A simple and boring day...~

Rain rain rain... LOL.. cooling weather but kinda troublesome to bring little octopus ard.. LOL... but after all it's NICE~

Went to work and work.. boring life de la.. HAHAHAHHA... Hai. i tink i getting Fatter and fatter... maybe i shud really stop eating dinner anymore.. haiz..

LEO QI DAO, u have to eat alone everyday liao.:)

Well Well Well~ Today really nothing much to write about...

Was thinking of going bugis to take a look at shoes on sat.. and also eat ma la steamboat and acc hubby watch his ASTROBOY movie.. but dunno wat hubby thinks.. lol.. poor him monday start course le. Seems kinda stress.. This silly guy forever tink too much and make himself stress... CAN DIE!

OK... i shall stop here for today ... Hope sat can go eat ma la steamboat:$ LOL!!! YUM YUM!!~

hi~!

2009-11-02T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone...

It's been so long i wrote my last post.. LOL.. Kinda lazy and busy to write.. haha.. hmm Had just finish doing my sch concert... Now much relax.. So many things happen over this 2 months plus.. dunno where to start..:)
Will try to update my blog daily:D!

Hmm.. hubby going to start his course soon... He sounded so stress over it.. Hope this 3 months will be a fast and easy one for him...

Hubby: No matter wat, u have to stay strong k... anything just let me know.. cheer up and dun feel too stress over it. I will be with u no matter wat.. Love u muackss..

OK.. shall stop here for today.. LITTLE OCTOPUS IS IRRITATING ME AGAIN:(!

See u all soon:D

2009-09-02T20:55:00.003+08:00

A Tiring day~!

Woke up 745am.. AND OH NO i m LATE!! so rush to bathe n luckily i packed the bag ytd night.. LOL.. today is the first day little octopus going to childcare.. will be accompanying her.. hmmm reached the childcare at abt 8.45am.. lucky i m not late.. but no time for me to eat breakfast.. hungry like hell-.-~!

Proud of this little octopus.. overall, she done a good job today! i will post wat she's been doing in her blog... haha..

Left the childcare at 1230.. This week she will onli be half day to let her get use to it.. next monday she will be full day and alone all by herself.. My mum will be with her the next2 days i guess... but of coz i will bring her there and be with her until 9.45 or so and leave for work:D!

Met mummy outside the childcare and headed to bugis... went food court to eat and she went shopping... Bought a minnie mouse roller bag for little octopus for her new sch.. SUPER ex lor .. ZZZ but no choice... lol.. hmm... walk walk walk... met yuan mei and little shannon.. SHANNON SO CUTE... keep smiling and know how to laugh out loud and shout.. CUTE little her..! LOL..

Left bugis ard 3.45pm.. and headed home.. and rest for awhile.. and brought octopus to bukit panjang plaza for dinner... TIRED siah... Headache.. haiz. hubby not home today... tml also.. fri then come back:( sad life...

ok stopping here le.. tired.. Good nite:D! coming days will be a shag one!

2009-08-31T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hi pPl...

It's been so long i haven blog! LOL... no time plus lazy... if have time also lazy to blog... been busy on facebook games.. LOL.. found a few fun games on face book... keep playing.. no time to blog.

TOday is teacher's day!!! WOootss HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!! received so many gifts n cards from my student.. THAnks..! tml not working.. School closee... wanna go lot one with june~ but she has to get leave approval from her veg!! LOL.. Wed also not working... on leave.. acc little octopus to childcare for the first day.. hehe.. hope she can get along well with the teachers n kids there... So i dun need to worry~! *praying*

Sad thing is Hubby will be sailing on wed n thurs. will onli be back on fri.. HAIZ!! bored me to death! LOL... lucky not weekend.. so i shud be glad.... Next week almost whole week hubby also not in... 7 8 9 10 not in:( SOOOOO BORED!

Hope tml junie can go lot one with me.. i rmb wat i wanna buy liao.. LOL~~ hehe.. and hope in the afternoon hubby will be back early:D! can go orchard awhile... hopefully~

tml night kickboxing with jenny..:D!!! YEA YEA!! hurray!!! Finally someone pei wo go kickboxing.. i have been alone this 3 months:( ! wat a sad me..

Ok... i stopping here le.. turning in .. tired:D! Good night~

2009-08-20T19:49:00.002+08:00

Time is not right yet!

Please don't appear now...! somehow or rather i dun tink u will be welcome by everyone here...~ the time is not right yet... and things isnt settled down~ and i tink if u come now~ no one will be happy for u... so please wait till the time is right k??

2009-08-16T21:06:00.005+08:00

Posted Sentosa Fotos:D! Enjoy! onli 46.. got 100 PLus.. but just post the nice one.. LOL

2009-08-15T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! Hasnt post for a few days le... kinda tired this few days and lazy to post too! LOl..

14 aug: brought little octopus to sentosa to celebrate her birthday bringing her to the underwater world n dolphin lagoon.. too bad she doesnt likes to tk pics that day.. so didnt manage to take many of hers. but there is quite alot of pics.. will post it maybe when i free. i will make it into a slide show using photobucket:)

today: went bugis with jenny and cheryl for lunch and acc jenny to try out her gown... LOL.. So beautifull~ Misses those days like this when i was trying it out too:)! woman looks the most beautipul on wedding days:D! After tat went MA LA Steamboat with hubby n ven n little octopus... Ate till so full! Wanna vomit liao.. Die lor.. i gonna be a fat pig again-.- Next few days have to control liao... zzz

A few pics to see:)(but too bad.. blogger cant load pics today) will edit post once blogger can upload:)

And Lastly.... Pearlyn.. u got to be strong n cheer up k? Though it has already happen n u have lost this little one... but no matter wat he/she knows u love this little one.. I dunno hw to console u at this period of time.. as i m not good in talking.. but it really hurts to see wat's going on and i hope very soon i can see the bubbly u again:)! the future ahead u is still a long way with him! Both of u got to JIA YOU k??!! i know it is very difficult to accept the fact.. but u really got to be strong...! take care of urself my dear!~ and of coz to the little one out there.. though i din get to see u too.. but i know u will still be back to ur mummy n daddy~ when it is time to come back u got to come back k?!

2009-08-09T23:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTH DAY SINGAPORE!!!! LOL....

Woke up at 9am today and slag on bed for another hour... and brought octopus for breakfast... LOL...after breakfast went home to change n bathe...

Went to hubby's father side de relative hse as one of his cousin 1 yr old today.. Stone there for 1 hour plus n went back home to put the things that his grandma asked him to bring back.. LOL as usual lor! HAhahaaha...

After putting the things we headed to jurong point to meet pearlyn n wuda for NEW YORK NEW YORK! WOoots... finally i got to drink my Mushroom soup again!! Super nice u know!! i drooling now again when i m typing.. HAAHAHAHAH! after eating the waitress made a candy floss for us.. so we ate n chatted...

When we were abt to leave the place.. i feel like eating the candyfloss again.. So i asked the waitress to make one more for me:D! haha the waitress tell me " i make one super big one for the 4 of u to share ok?" i replied "ok" Hahahaha.. so she keep turning and turning and the candyfloss is double my little octopus head-.- LOL.. so big.. i see liao i stun!

After tat went ard walking at JP. Hubby bought himself a pair of adidas shoe as his shoe already spoil! Actually hubby wanna buy a wallet and saw one at wallet shop BUT it looks more like for girl so he dun wan.. he ask me to buy for myself.. I tell him IF got couple de then i buy.. DUN hAvE i dun wanna buy.. HAHAHAHA! GONG GONG

Abt 6 we left JP and pass by the interchange and i saw DURIAN! so i bought for myself to eat:$! HAHAHA yummy! And Cab back home as too many things to carry!

Reached home cooked porridge for octopus and washed clothes! FEd octopus, hang the clothes and bathe her.. SHAg! no rest at all! PHEW~

hee.. upload a few pics taken with octopus!

*14 aug: Little OCtopus Birthday! SENTOSA!!!!

2009-08-07T15:29:00.002+08:00

HELL!

I have always tot i m doing my best as a good wife n daughter in law.. but till now i know.. the more i m doing the more it is worst..!

I have also came to know i m nobody in this world... if one day i were to pass away... no one will tink i m pathatic.

I have also came to know that i cannot be compare to ur frens... coz to u i m unreasonable i have a bad attitude towards u.. did u ever try to ask me why i m like that?

I m just a simple gal that needs ur attention more... but due to circumstances u r nt able to... i have been trying to be independant on myself still cnt meet ur reqiurements.

Due to the often of seperations, my mind, my temper, my tinking is all changing due to the probs i hv to handle alone.. and it nv easy.. u have ur stress i haf mine and it is 2 different tings.. and no support is given when i needed u... and i know forever i still cant meet ur expectationss... teach me wat to do can? WHAT shud i do to save eerything now? and at this point of time u still refuse to talk.. u SHUD KNOW URSELLF TAT U R SNAPPING! VERY SOON! but still frens n ur family is NUMBER 1 to u..

haiz... someone lead me pls...

2009-08-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

Worries, sadness, Afraid!

Haiz.. i feel so drifted from u... i feel something is missing... u also tink so but u dunno hw to explain... this time u were back... i feel so distant from u... i dunno why is it like that but it simply tell me someting is not rite...

I worry one day our relationship will fade....
I worry one day u come n tell me we have to seperate ways...
I worry one day u tell me u found someone better...
I worry that i will lose u soon....

And becoz alot of things happen... i feel that our r/s is more or less affected which is not a good sign.

I know i have not been a good wife n daughter in law to u and ur family.. But i tried my very best to do everything u and them wanted.. But i still FAILED! and i believe u heard alot of tings but u nv tell me and nv gave me a chance to explain. and i wun try to explain for myself coz it is so pointless.

I dun feel the love u have for me anymore.. and u also cannot even assure me anything.. how? wat m i going to do? or rather wat m i suppose to do... ! i cannot afford to lose u.. but i feel that i m going to..! and u urself also tink something is missing... u also feel that feeling is not rite.. wat m i suppose to do siah>. <

i m so lost... i feel so useless... someone teach me wat to do can??

2009-08-05T13:37:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Here to update wat i do ytd:D!

Woke up at 9am and meet mum for breakfast with hubby n xuan at 163! After that mum brought xuan to the playground near the coffee shop n was enjoying herself.. LOL..

After tat xuan went back with mum to her place as mum misses her lol.. Hubby n me went back home n do some cleaning.. I change bedsheet n wash curtain n do some cleaning of the room. hubby wash the pram n the fan...

While hubby was putting the pram outside to put it dry... the whole window drop down-.- LOL.. the window was faulty liao.. then hubby lean on to it.. AND DANG DANG!! drop-.- lol.. now the window no window grill.. onli the glass panel.. HAHAAHAHA!

After cleaning and everything... went to my mum place to fetch samantha back and make her slp... Hubby n i fell aslp too... After nap..i woke up n cook xuan's porridge n fed her..

Went plaza with hubby after feeding xuan porridge n bathe her... After plaza i went home to change n headed for my kickboxing.. Might be continuing the class with jenny this time round. LOL.. she say she wanna join also.. After class bought food back from pasamalam for hubby:)... And HOME!

Someone find me a bf:D! Hubby dun wan me le..!! he saw his last time crush.. say she much prettier then me.. i fat n ugly.. ppl slim and pretty.. I losing out le...! sobs sobs...

simple day ytd!

TODAY finally back to work.. LOL.. the kids keep asking me where i go... so long nv come sch.. hahha.. kinda miss them too..

To: dalphine, wish u a smooth labour n happy holiday! RMB come back n visit us k>?? I WILL MISS U DE! LOL... See u next yr!! Jan 2010! HHAHAAHa...

2009-08-03T20:44:00.003+08:00

Woots... Finally get to sit down n update my blog..~

Ok.. Woke up at 8 Plus today n meet pearlyn wuda at petir lrt to walk to bangkit for breakfast.. And met weihong there too... After eating breakfast... Wuda n pearlyn went to the bank to do somethings and after tat me, hubby, octopus n weihong went to the temple nearby to pray for hubby's safe return:)!

After which we Seperated home to change and wanna go to causeway to repair my fone.. haha.. Not spoiled.. just tat the 2pid battery is dying..-.- This min i charge full.. next min if there is 2 miss calls my batt will flat like no body business...! LOL.. Stupid nokia-.- Last time i ericsson also not like that.. ZZ so hubby and me went back home to bathe n change... and we send octopus to my mother in law place...

Met wuda n pearlyn in the bus and headed to causeway point... Reached causeway and went to bought tickets for the show! WE R watching "The Hangover"... LOL.. After buying the tix... Headed to nokia to replace a new batt.. BUT STUPID NOKIA say batt warranty onli last for 6 months-.- CHEE..! Wth lor.. Then hubby straight say CHANGE FONE LA.. DUN TAKE NOKIA-.- Lol this hubby.. forever so straight-.-! cannot stand this silly guy!

After tat we headed to the foodcourt to eat abit of things be4 going for the show! And tell u guys... THE SHOW WAS HILARIOUS!!! LOL.. SO FUNNY CAN! hahaha.. was laughing all the way... it was abt 4 guys went for a bachelor night for one of the fren that is getting married in 2 days time.. LOl..super funni la.. can go watch:D!

After the show.. we walked ard and then headed back home to fetch the octopus to plaza again to meet wuda n pearlyn! LOL whole day out-.- tiring siah-.- Ate KFC new drumlets for dinner.. super nice.. but spicy.. LOL.. shiok! And headed back home to rest.. we were all so tired:D! LOL..

Though today i finally got the chance to go out with hubby alone.. though i love it.. but i feel that someting is still missing.. it is no longer those dating time de sweet sweet de feeling liao.. i dunno why like become parents but we seems to have drifted... although we were still very happy.. and i m! But the feeling is so diff.. no longer as sweet as be4.. HAiz...i dun feel the sweetness tat normal couple will have but instead i feel onli RESPONSIBILITY IN U! it is like no love but becoz u r being responsible to hold on to this r/s. i really miss those days! But wateva it is.. i love spending the time with u alone and just onli the 2 of us! dun tink there will be much chances! anyway.. thanks for today!:) love u^^

2009-08-02T12:51:00.004+08:00

Posting some pics from ytd...

Spend the day at home.. so nth much to blog abt... onli at nite attended a fren's wedding.. And took some pics on bus.. Also loading some things hubby bought.. LOL.. got 3 things he bought cannot be posted=X...

Hehe.. ok.. i go tk a nap! blog tonite:D! bye everyone!

2009-07-31T18:50:00.002+08:00

Disappointment!

I dunno why.. i just dun feel like blogging abt today! maybe some disappointments here n there.. but still i m glad hubby is back..!

Hubby: if u happen to read my blog today.. i m sorry that i m too cold towards u.. but becoz of some disappointments.. it kinda spoil my mood.. but no matter i m very happy to have u here beside me everyday from today onwards... i just hope we can be as happy as be4 during dating time.. but somehow or rather... there's something in the middle..:) i dunno hw to explain.. sorry!

sorry everyone.. today dun really wanna blog.. maybe i will post some pics tml to show u guys wat hubby bought for me:)! and last but not least... to someone out there... u r sensible enuff.. u shud know when to shut ur mouth.! if u dunno then dun say i m not sensible.. being not sensible is U! not me! plz do some soul searching be4 u throw ur weight ard!..

Ok.. everyone.. i stopping here le...! Blog when free again:D! BYEBYE!:)

2009-07-26T19:57:00.003+08:00

It's sunday!!! 5 more days to go!!

Let me update briefly abt today!

Woke up at 8 plus-.- coz that octopus wake up so early-.- FAINT... Decided to go Jurong for BA KUT TEH... so i ask mum n bro whether they wana go not... and they were ok with it.. so daddy bring us go eat:D

Found a seat and we sat down. Mummy go order while i go buy apple juice:D! Food came n we ate it, little octopus too:D...

After eating... Little octopus wanted to come down n run... before she is able to run a dog came over and she went over to sayang the dog.. LOL.. she even hold the dog's lash... The owner of the dog let her hold the lash..

After tat brought her to see a parrot.. LOL.. it know how to talk siah... So funni... while i go buy 4d=X WOOOPPss.. LOL.. and headed home..:D

Boring n tired so went to take a short nap.. When i was abt to wake up.. Darling boy called me.. LOL.. lucky i didnt miss his call again today... if not i will go crazy... last 2 days also missed his calls liao.. -.-

At abt 6 plus.. went down to mac and meet ym n ling for shaker fries.. GOD! FAT ME to death le..! HAHAHHAAHHA... And HOME SWEET HOME:D today is such a boring day:D LOL..

OK let me post some pics ..

Hahaha.. the parrot:D!

Samantha Leo Holding the dog.. LOL...

5 more days to go! Haiz.. Jia you!

2009-07-25T22:11:00.004+08:00

It's Saturday:D~

Hmm let me post wat haf done today...

Woke up at 9am and bought breakfast for mum. but didnt buy for myself.. coz i dunno wat to eat... LOL... Feed little octopus porridge n get her ready to bring her out*headache*...

Meet cheryl at abt 1.20pm and jenny was already at my hse.. Hmmm.. headed to Far east as cheryl wanna buy her things from there... After buying we headed to ps for lunch:)... Ate curry chicken rice... the one i went with june be4.. LOL.. but i missed the strawberry sherbet... coz too full:( Xuan ate the curry rice too.. and quite a few mouth.. LOL.. kinda spicy and she finished all her water-.- LOL.. faint man

After tat we walked ard in PS and went to dhoby ghaut exchange to buy BROWNIES...!! YUM YUM!! this brownies simply ROX! lol... Sat at the table beside the shop n have the brownies... ate half and was shared with little octopus.. LOL.. she eat alot of rubbish today-.-! She love it too:D LOL..

Left dhoby ghaut exchange at abt 5.30pm and headed back to ps to buy some BBQ stuffs before heading to boss hse..

Reached boss hse at abt 6.40pm and little octopus went to play the slide in the garden.. LOL.. and she was chasing the poor little teeny.. LOL.. it is a dog.. SUPER TINY! very very small.. LOL.. so she wasnt scare at all.. instead the dog was scare of her-.- NOT like the stupid rex.. =X

Eat eat play play chit chat... Left boss hse at abt 9pm and headed home by cab-.-! Tiring n sweaty.. Bathed little octopus n myself.. LOL.. change her let her drink milk and off to dreamland .. she did nt slp the whole day.. SO SHE IS SUPER TIRED.. KNock out! hehee....

Another 6 days to go...! FasTER!!! TIME FASTER PASS-.-!

Ok let me post some pics:D

This is the Curry RIce:D

Xuan n me in cheryl's car!

Xuan playing the slide.. LOL enjoying

The tiny little dog!

me n colleagues!

and lastly.. The brownies:D! YUM YUM!

2009-07-24T23:20:00.003+08:00

Hmm..

Hi ppl... let me update it briefly.. LOL..

Woke up at 7 plus-.- OMG! cant slp u know... wasnt feeling quite well... daddy came at 8.30am to fetch me n little octopus. Reached mum place... Breakfast n get ready for work. tiring... coz not feelign well...

After work went back n fetch xuan over to my mum hse coz tml going out with colleague n to boss hse... When abt to leave hse... THAT STUPID DOG at home bite little octopus leg n her leg got 2 teeth mark and abit swallon... stupid dog...

I m sorry if i offended those dog lovers.. i love dogs myself.. but i nv seen such irritating dog be4.. tis dog is the first dog i will hate it... dun understand wat's worth keeping this stupid dog also.. Haiz.. a dog is even more impt to a human.. sux man! it is not well-trained.. not well-behaved... i shall not say more if not later all the dog lovers will attack me..

Went downstairs n washed little octopus leg with water coz scare got infection.. dunno tat dog gt wat illness.. =X okok i dun say le..

took some fish pictures back from my supervisor to post it in my blog.. LOL... i took those pics.. LOL... this r taken on thurs when i visited the qian hu fish farm:D ENJOY!!!

See this fish.. real cute.. But it is tatoo de.. LOL.. thru injection

LOl.. this is call SILVER DOLLAR..

This is Tiger BARB

And ANGELFISH:D

We taught the children some of this fishes:D!

Hmmm.. so boring... little octopus toss n turn and fell aslp herself.. LOL.. suddenly so quiet.. LOl..

Ok guys i m stopping here... Blog again when i m free..

TMl boss hse!!! Will take Some pics:D Good nite everyone!

2009-07-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

It's 12am now!!!

Another 8 days to go!!! OMG

Woke up as usual today but it was a rainy day! So cold! LOL.. hmmm missing hubby too.. make my morning so down:(~

hmmm... went to mum hse and eat break fast as usual... then went to work... Hubby 3 days no mail n call liao.. so worry~ But lucky as i was worrying he mailed me:D! *phew* know he is ok jiu ok liao... some things crop up at his side.. but nothing big..

Tml is a long long day for me... Bringing my students to Qian Hu fish farm for outing..~ muz reach work place at 8.30am-.- My god~ 8.30am to 7pm-.- CAN DIE U KNOW!! LOL... sad!

But i just hope each day passes as fast as possible... hw busy also nvm.. can pass fast can liao>.
Misses u lots...

Ok i got to stop here n will be waiting for hubby's call until i fell aslp-.-LOL.. hopefully nt.. coz i 3 days no tok to him liao sia~ I WILL WAIT!

Bye PPL~ Blog again when i m free!

Hubby: i mISS u like crazy!!! i just hope u can be by my side now:(!!!!

hi

2009-07-21T14:53:00.003+08:00

Hiz everybody..!

Too lazy to update blog last few days.. Hehe... ~

hmmm... Woke up as usual today n went to work.. Currently still at work....~ another 10 days to huuby return!~ Roar~! 10 days like 10 yrs lor-.- Wanna die liao...

Hehe.. Little octopus also grow up le... know how to complain very well liao... who beat her onli she complaint to another person liao.. Wahahha.. ytd she was at my childcare... and a little beat her head.. she came over n tell me Beat Beat.. So i asked her who beat her.. She went straight to the girl's face and point her.. LOL la.. can die man this complaint queen.. LOL...

She Getting to know things ard her le.. so cannot siao siao liao~~!!! if not later do wrong thing she follow then siao liao.. LOL..

Hmmm... k i stopping here le.. tonite got kickboxing.. nth much to update also this few days..~ Just wanna keep passing day by day until hubby is back:D LOL...!

Let me post some pics:D

LOL... this is my art work:D! Done on saturday.. Was doing art work with the children and i felt slpy.. so got no choice but to take a piece of papaer out to do... LOL.. if not i going to fall aslp... LOL..

Wen xuan at my childcare on saturday:D!

Me me and me.. trying to take myself in the mirror.. but dunno hw to take.. no skill.. LOL~ and little octopus is behind me.. SAw it? LOL..

OK :D Free then update again:D

*wishing every day will pass faster until hubby come back~! MUACKSSS

missing u

2009-07-17T22:59:00.004+08:00

HAIZ~ today is finally another friday~! my god! time is so slow-.-

Nothing much to blog abt today...

hehe...

let me load 2 fotos of me i took today~
so boring!

Smile:D!!!

Emotional~

Darling~ i waiting for ur return wait till i wanna die liao-.- ! My god~ and time is not moving like that sia~ SO BAD!!

Ok la.. stopping here.. nothing to blog abt!
working tml! SIANED!!

*22 july: Zhang's return! OMG i missed her too sia!
*23 July: Sch outing to QIAN HU FARM:D!
*Next Sat 25 July!! Boss hse BBQ
*31st July Hubby's return
*1st Aug Pearlyn's n wuda's wedding:D!! WEEE

2009-07-17T00:23:00.004+08:00

hMMz...

Zzzz darling went to take a look at my blog he say i look old-.-!!! ZZZ Will meh=.-

Today woke up as usual... went to work n off work!! Boring day~!

After work went back home to bring little octopus to bukit panjang plaza for a walk using her tricycle.. Forget to take some pics-.- ZZZ coz i alone-.- AHHAHA~!

Bought bubble tea to drink n headed home...

Post a pic of me ytd-.-!! HUBBY LOOK!!!! OLD MEH!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

this was went i was going to work in the lift! LOL!!

This 2 was on a sunday going out with my mum n bro.. If i m not wrong i think it is on the day mummy n bro bring me to eat for my birthday!~ Was trying to take at a correct angle but cant sia..! Look so kuku~ lol

ZZz ok stopping here~! Continuing my facebook game=X HUBBY!!! LOOK LOOK!! Zzz

freak!

2009-07-15T20:50:00.002+08:00

hmmm today is wednesday:D!

Woke up as usual~ and headed to mum place for breakfast then to work:D! Everything is as per normal!

At about 2pm, mummy called me... Say little octopus has been crying from 12 to 2pm just becoz she dun wanna go over to my mil place-.-! She keep crying n say "beat beat beat" and keep calling my mum-.-! Wear shoe for her she throw away the shoe.. so wierd lor.. in the end no choice just die die bring her there.. !

Dunno what's wrong with her sia~! suddenly de.! Praying that everything will go smoothly till hubby is back~ i m trying hard to hold on~

After work i went home! So tired but cannot slp.. LAst nite slp at 4am-.- wake up at 8am-.- WTH~! but i m too tired to slp sia-.- HELP me!!!!

actually wanna bring octopus to bukit panjang plaza.. but i feel abit tired~! no energy to bring her there sia! hai~

i wish i could
i wish i have
i wish i am

*hais.. octopus like having diahhereo today.. Shall monitor her~!

haiz

2009-07-13T21:13:00.003+08:00

18 days to go!~ Haiz..

Hmm woke up at 8.30am.. brought little octopus to shop and save to buy her milk powder... and bought breakfast too:D!

After eating, got ready for work and off to work. Short of teachers today.. but already use to it le.. so not much diff.! About 12 noon suddenly i feel very giddy n nausea... dunno why like that~! and during lunch time, when i open up the lunch box, i almost vomit-.- LOL... suddenly dun feel like eating all those.. ONLI wanna eat mcwings. SO decided to go down to mac and buy mac wings. LOL. fat fat!!-.-

After eating, was resting awhile coz very giddy... and got back to work! *yawnZ** After work i decided to tk a lrt back as i m really not very well.. Giddy!-.- BUT i tink GOD is playing me out-.-! When i took lrt and almost reached home, I realise i didnt bring my key ZZZZZZZZZZZZ, it is in my another bag.! GOSH MAN! I straight away faint!!!:(

So i got no choice but to turn back home to tk coz if not tml morning i dun need to leave the hse liao.. So i took an lrt back to my mum place to get it-.- MY GOSH!! *fainted*... GOD U PLAYING ME OUT?!

After i got my key, i decided to walk home becoz i already wasted one trip of the lrt-.- Waste money.. so i walked home-.-ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ tired me to death!

Reached home and still need to clean the room.! KILL ME PLZ. so tired sia..! and that octopus is not giving me a good time when i reached home-.- I SO GIDDY STILL LEH! zzz.. bored..

Today is a boring n dying day-.-! KIll me!

OK i m stopping here.. that's all folks!:D

18days to go~! hw i wish i can spin the earth 18 times:(!

bored

2009-07-12T23:30:00.011+08:00

it's SUNDAY!!!

Hmmm... Woke up at 8.45am to get ready for aerobic..:D!! left for aerobic at 9.25am.. Started at 9.30 and ended at 10.30am.. reached home ard 10.45am.. coz went to buy breakfast:D!

Hmmm came home n wen xuan was bathing.. so i went to eat my breakfast..after feeding her lunch... My cousin was online.. And i asked her to let her sister webcam wif my octopus.. she is 3 this yr.. LOL.. the both of them were webcam-ing and so funni lor.. this octopus so high,.. keep running n dancing infront of the lappy~! LOL..

After webcam-ing this octopus asking for raisins.. so dad gave her eat.. See she eating so happily infront of the tv!-.-

After her raisin feast-.-, made her slp for awhile.. And i also fell aslp.. So sleepy lor.. LOL.. Woke up at 4. Mummy came home from rebonding. N octopus woke up at 4.30pm.. At about 5.30pm we left hse and headed to plaza for dinner.. Went to foodcourt for dinner. And xuan was eating mee.. Uploaded the pic of her eating mee!lol..
see this gal-.-! My godness!

After eating we went ard walking and octopus was pushing the trolley for me-.-! See wat she trying to do-.- After buying sometings we headed to my cousin's hse:D! And took somepics of the them:D!

BIG HUG~~!!

Come come.. Let's Play~! LOL...

for more pics.. visit samantha's blog!
hmmm went back to mum hse at abt 10.30pm...! Faster make her slp n hubby called:)! He is not calling me tml le ba~! he having duty:(! Sad.. 18 days to go after 12midnight. haiz.. time is so slow:( .. Ok i m stopping here.. good night ppl!~

*25/7: BBQ at boss hse
*26/7: Sentosa tanning with June n Co..
*31/7: 12.30pm to reach at Changi Naval Base:D HUBBY is back:D! But i haven receive the letter sia-.-! Hw come??!

:(

2009-07-11T21:51:00.005+08:00

today is SATURDAY!..

Hmmm. Woke up as usual and waited for june, ling, ym and rachel to confirm wat time r we meeting today. Decided to meet at 2pm.. and went to get ready. getting ready xuan and myself-.- Cooked porridge for her n fed her be4 going out.

Met Lings and Ym at 2.10pm and headed down to June's place to fetch her. And STRAIGHT TO amk hub:D. Hmmm.. Decided to eat first then walk ard. Walked pass "NewYork NewYork" and stopped there.. i Ate Chicken chop and drank a bowl of Roasted mushroom cappucino Soup!! FAVOURITE MAN!! damn nice! Hehehe...

But becoz shannon was very cranky today.. poor yuanmei din get to eat even half of her fish and chips and have to leave the place coz shannon is crying non stop. And Jap n Samantha is also misbehaving and grouchy becoz they also haven have their afternoon nAp. So we left the place and while paying money... june and rachel was standing near the candy floss machine and wondering whether can we buy it? LOl.. so i went to stand beside them. and the waitress came over n ask us whether did we dine in just now. We nodded our head and She made 5 sticks of Candy floss for me, ym, ling, june and rachel:D NOTHING FOR THE BABIES=X!! WAHAHAHA..

And we walked while eating the candy floss and pushing the pram:P LOL super woman rite? So many ppl was looking at us.. coz it is like firstly we r young mummies and is 3 babies:D LOL.. Hey ppl... there's actually more out there.. just tat they r not out with us man! LOL.. So we stopped by a big space to eat our candy floss:D!

This is mine!

And ling was eating hers too:D! LOL

And while i was eating my candy floss i was looking at shannon! LOL caught her sucking her fingers:D!! WAAHAHAHA LOOK!

After eating our candy floss, June and ling went to the toilet and we waited for them at the empty space.. And i took a pic with JAP:D LOL..

And this is JAp and Samantha:D!!!

Lol and we went on walking ard:D walked and walked and poor yuan mei has to carry shannon coz she has been very cranky the whole day:(! And we decided to head home at abt 5. so We went to the food fair there to buy Durian pancake and durian puff..! Walked PAss a stall that sells "hot n spicy fishball" WOOOOTSS>!!! SUPER NICE!! THink hubby will love it if he is here.. LOL.. so bought the things and took a cab home:D!

Alight at Lings place and went up to her hse to wait for YM. But Suddenly ym said she cant leave coz shannon is still crying and doesnt wanna drink milk. So lings and june headed to my place for awhile then back home at 9pm:D!

And miss samantha Did a VERY DISGUSTING AND FUNNI THINK! I took off her pants and saw a stain on her pants which was cause by her poo poo.. SO I TOT SHE WANNA POO.. and i wore diapers for her as i m bringing her down to buy dinner.. ZZZ so when i was back home THE poo smell is getting stronger.. And bro tot was becoz of her soiled diaper just nw.. But it is not.. even he throw it away the smell was still there. So i was thinking DID HEr poo Drop Somewheere else-.-? AND OH MY F**king GOD!! i m so true.. I was sitting down and just happen to look at my LAP TOP CHARGER which is on the floor. F*** man! THE POO WAS ON MY CHARGER-.- and becoz both things were black-.- I CANNT EVEN SEE IT unless i see it carefully-.- Fiak man! SUPER DISGUSTING. and becoz my charger is hot-.- the poo was abit melted on the charger-.- ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!! CHEEE!! my god this gal-.- CAN DIE! haiz.. so tiring today~! 20 more days to hubby's return!

HUBBY.~~!!! Quick quick come back! I miss u so much:(! I WAN ....................!!! sobs sobs~

:(

2009-07-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS MONDAY!!! STARTING OF THE WEEEK AGAIN-.-! monday blues~!

Woke up at 8.45am and get bathe to get ready for work:D

Think today alot ppl monday blues.. LOL.. face black black de... Today short of 2 teachers.. So schedule have to change..:D!!! Hmm.. bath the children and make them slp at 1pm.. and fell aslp until 1.30pm=X... OPPS!! LOL.. hmmm Ate lunch and headed to see doc!

HAhaha.. i m not sick.. i go back to review my weight.. I LOST another 2kg:D SWEET!!! Jia you to me!!! Walked ard downstiars to see whether got anything to stock up or buy! hmm.. Headed back to the centre at 2 plus!!

Stacey!!! CONGRATS to u on giving birth to ur baby prince today!!! :D.. Take good care of urself during confinement k??!! TAKE CARE!!

hmmm after work went to buy a colouring book for samantha to start learning to colour.. ZZZ faint lor! Hahaha.. nothing much to updtate today..! Kinda of boring day!! LOL.. k i shall stop here!

*tml is tuesday!! KICKBOXING!!

:D

2009-07-05T14:26:00.002+08:00

Yozz.. More Pics:D abt ytd!! N wanna CHEERS TO SAMANTHA LEO..!!!
SHE FINALLY KNOW HOW TO SAY SHHH SHHH WHEN I M ARD!!! ROUND OF APPLUSE!!! Hope u DUn give me stunt again-.-!! LOL.. good job baby!!

me and jasmine:D!!!!

DBL O:D

2009-07-05T11:29:00.004+08:00

Hi.... Morning:D

Ok let me update wat i have been doing:D

Saturday!

Went rebonding at about 9.30am... Done at abt 2.30=.= SUPER LONG RITE-.- i also sit until backside pain... Headed home after tat and had a short rest be4 to DBL O with min, mx, jas, sharlyn and one more sharlyn's friend.

We met at abt 9.30pm at CENTRAL. they have some food there.. i din eat as i was not feeling well.. keep feeling giddy and wanting to vomit when i sees food,, LOL.. NO WORRIEs! NOt preg-.-..!! My Hubby nt in-.- LOL.. Went to get ready at abt 7 plus... but cooked and fed xuan at abt 5 plus 6... Left hse ard 8 .15am Plus plus.. LOL.. nv see the time. Yawnz man... still giddy n nausea.. LOL..

Met them at abt 9.30am at subway.. but i also din eat. COZ i See food i wanna vomit. LOL.. Left there at abt 10 plus 11... Met Jenny there straight and went in... HAHA.. go back to our place-.- we always stand there.. LOL..

After dancing for awhile.. A group of NS guys came over to tok to us.. First question the guy ask was.. "where were u from"? i replied."singapore lor" haaahhaha.. he was pissed.. then he say" i mean working or still studying" i say "working" LOl.. and chatted with them coz we r just beside...

Keep asking me n min for a dance.. but we didnt go.!~ Later throw face! HHAHAHAHA.. forget to ask which camp r they from.. lol. and they r all younger then ask accept 2 to 3 of them not-.- LOL. the rest r onli 21! my god-.-

Dance dance drink drink....~ And Suddenly i met QIDE-.- hahah walked over to find him.. he was shocked. but after saying HI we walked back to our place. LOL..

Headed back home at 4... reached at 4.30 i guess..!~ AND SLEEP-.- LOL.. super tired.. Woke up at 9.45am today~~ SHAG AH!!!~~ LOL.. and i just rebonded my hair..

*25th july: Boss hse for BBQ

*26th july: SENTOSA!!! LAST TANNING!!!!

*31st july: hubbies return:D!!! YES YES!!

Posting some Pics! Enjoy!!

me n clif:D

Me n min...

me n qi de:D

me...

Jas, limin, Jenny and me in the centre

What m i doing sia??!!! LOL

Me n Jenny..

LOL DAY!!!

2009-07-02T17:43:00.003+08:00

A rather simple day~

Woke up at 8... but is suddenly jump up de.. dunno why... daddy came to fetch me and headed to my mum's place... As usual working at 10am..

And during children's nap time is the time for us to relax..~! Wooo... went online to update my daughter's blog.. Still got alot to go.. ZZZ.. do until i cock eye.. all the HTML codes driving me mad... LOL..

After Children's nap.. busy again!!~~ LOL.. AND THE DAY's BIGGEST JOKE..!! This is wat happen.. My colleague was teaching the K1s on how to read numbers in THousands hundreds Tens n Units. Remember?? EXAMPLE.: 4320 is read as Four thousand three hundred and twenty.. LOL.. KNOW WAT?? My Colleague test a few kids.. n GOT alot of funni ans.!!

Student no.1!
Teacher: OK! Read this for me. "421"
Student: FOUR HUNDRED TWO TEN AND ONE TEN!!!!
Teacher: Fainted!

Student no.2!
Teacher: OK! Read this for me. "7890"
Student: SEVENTY EIGHT NINETY ZERO-.-!!!!!!
Teacher: BURST! LOL..

hahaha.. this 2 is examples.. LOL... they r really zz. dunno wanna angry or wanna laugh.. Plus we cannot blame them also as they just started to learn this Last 2 weeks i tink!! LOl but i tink it is super funni to hear such ans! Though is abit bad to laugh at them.. But LOL.. OH man... i'm sorry kids!! LOL... So i decided to post it here =X hehe.. k la.. i shall not laugh anymore.. if not ppl say i bad=X.!! Hmmm Meeting june n lings n ym later for dinner.. HOPEFULLY my darling clastalia. Though is a belated one:P LOL but i appreciate it! Thanks...

Ok i shall stop here le... later after dinner gt any pics then i post again!!! SEE YA!

BORIng

2009-06-29T22:18:00.008+08:00

Today is 29 june 2009:D It's my birthday-.-

Let me update u guys wat i have been doing today:D

Woke up at 9am... After a one week leave, finally i m going back to work... Yawnzz.. kinda of lazy le.. LOL.. So i get ready for work:D.. When i reach my work place.. every colleague that saw me wishes me a happy birthday and thanks:D When i stepped into the classroom, my colleague start singing a birthday song-.- LOL.. so paiseh sia.. But thanks jenny:D thanks for leading the birthday song.. hehe..

And i get back to work after listening to the song:D. and busy busy until abt 2pm. ate lunch and went pasa malam to buy candy floss as i have a craving of it.. lol.. So cheryl drove me there n buy:D Thanks gal..! At about 3.45pm the children woke up from their name.. and as usual routine..:D At about 4 plus... Yilin came and ask me into my class to blow cake.. and the cake was made from my boss:D So i went into the classroom and my PLAYGROUP:D n my K1 sang birthday song to me and i blew the candle:D

Here;s some pics about it.:D
This is with my playgroup:D my home class:)

This is with k1:D one of my teaching class:)

And my colleague pass me my present... I LOVE IT SO MUCH.. And wanna thanks cheryl for being so observant abt wat i have been looking at.. LOL.. i was so shocked..

This is the one i just point point saying " wah i wanna buy this kind of small bag then can go clubbing use de."
and cheryl really bought it for me:D

And this cup was also one of the present.. Super cute.. I using it in sch:D

After everything.. i get back to work as usual.

Reached home at abt 7.45pm and decided to go plaza with samantha.. And pearlyn msg me say wanna have dinner with me.. so i headed to plaza and meet wuda and pearlyn:D
We meet at cafe cartel for dinner and after eating. A piece of oreo cheesecake appear with a happy birthday word and 2 candles-.- DOTS.. i was so shocked-.- but anyway thanks pearlyn n wuda for the dinner n cake:)

This is the cake they gave me:D

After everything, we headed home.. daddy came to fetch me.. When i got into the car, daddy pass me a red packet:D He say he almost forget.. lol.. nvm la.. forget also nvm de la-.- Anyway thanks daddy:) And headed BACK HOME:D

Hubby, though u r nt with me.. but at least u r there to msg me:D Thannks..
Cheryl, thanks for the hellokitty pouch.. I love it:D
Colleagues, Thanks for the presents and ur wishes:D
TEacher eva (boss), Thanks for the cake u made:)
Pearlyn n Wuda, Thanks for the dinner n cake :) and wuda for telling me all the cold jokes. LOL.
Thanks everyone who wishes me happy birthday:D

*4th july: outing wif sec sch frenS:D clubbing again=X
*11th july: Accompany jenny to choose her wedding gown:D *not confirm*
*25th July: BBQ at boss hse:D
*31th july: hubby's return:D.. hai.. wait till hair white-.-
Hopes time really pass faster this month... !!

suck

2009-06-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

HMMMz... 10 mins to a F**king Day of mine:D

hmmm ok let me update roughly wat i do today..

Woke up at 8.45am. getting ready for my aerobic lesson:D Last week i missed one lesson. Next week no class somemore-.- Hmmm... end the class at abt 10.45 coz we started late..

Reached home at abt 11am and get wen xuan n myself ready to go IMM with my mum and bro. We went there to eat ajisen. and mum wanted to change her things at OTO. So after eating.. we walked ard in IMM and headed to OTO to do some exchange.

Left IMM at abt 1 plus... but mum didnt follow us back. She went straight out. So onli me n bro got onto the cab n headed home:D

Reached home at abt 2:D! Planned to make wen xuan slp but she is simply too active-.- Pat her for 2 hrs and she is still awake.. and become i fall aslp-.- WTH! lol.. but not even 5 mins i was awake.. coz she is not slping-.- so i looked at the time and it is already 4 plus FOR GOODNESS SAKE.. so i forget abt making her to slp.. let her play-.-

At about 6 plus... went down to shop and save to buy a piece of salmon to cook for her porridge.. dunno wat to buy for her to eat also.. so i cooked porridge.. It's been so long that she last ate salmon porridge.. LOL.. and she loves it.. She finish one whole bowl.. LOL.. monster!

And slacked till ard 10 she fell aslp..!!! FINALLY!!.. and i got to rest:D today is a simple day... or rather say BORING!! LOL.. bored to death~! k.. ppl.. i stop here le..:D GOOD NITES:D

haiz

2009-06-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday!:D

Woke up at 7am to prepare things for sentosa trip wif lings, june and rachel.. me n ling meet abt 8.15am and headed to june place.. Reached sentosa at abt 9am. And know what?? When we reached, we then realise the beach is close for events-.- OMG LOR!!! our spot is gone:(

So we went to the front of the beach and manage to find a spot there though is not as nice as the previous spot we went. But still can accept..-.- haiz... So we settle down there and go ahead our suntanning plan.. LOL.. rachel and lings didnt sun tan... they scare tan-.- LOL.. so onli me n june.. But june scare sun burn so didnt tan for long.. is me tanning-.- LOL..

After awhile went into the shade to sit down and chill with them n have a chat.. LOL.. till abt 12 we went to bath. Din get to take any pics sia.. LOL.. dunno why we forgetton abt tat... too bad:( So after bath.. We planned to go n play ruge n sit on the skyride.. But it was a super long queue.. So we give up on it and Headed home...

Took a cab down to june's place and let her drop her things. after tat to shuling's hse to fetch jap over to my place... Actually planned to go plaza for dinner with some other mummies. But suddenly some of them din manage to turn up.. so the trip to plaza is cancelled n plan to order pizza n slack at my mum hse to eat.. And soon YM reached and the babies r slping one by one.. so we decided to go plaza le..

Ordered pizza to my mum hse to eat.. And was super angry with PIZZAHUT! dunno wat they doing.. EVERYONE IN PIZZAHUT IS STILL ASLP MAN!!! i ordered a BBQ cheeze chicken but they gave me a BBQ chicken supreme-.- SO i called n say that they send the wrong order n i repeated my order and they still have the cheek to repeat the order for me to hear-.- SO i ASSUME that they know.. BUT WTH!! 2nd time.. STILL WRONG.. zzz June called n tell them n they came to send the pizza the 3rd time-.- n this time they r correct n becoz of that.. WE GOT 3 large PIZZA-.- hw to eat finish sia.. n while waiting for the correct pizza to come..we ate the hawaiian pizza first and WE WAIT till FULL liao-.-...

Before the correct pizza arrive YM n Lings went back to send shannon n jap back home. And lings came back after sending jap back. so we slack n play com and gossip=X lol.. So june, lings and rachel went back at abt 10.45pm!

Enjoyed the sentosa trip wif them:D but wat a waste for the meeting today with others mummies.. Hope we got the chance again. AND also enjoy the slacking part with ym, ling, rachel and june at my mum hse.. super funni lor ling.. LOL.. depression liao she-.- LOL..

Hmmm.. everyone is so tired today:) Wish u gals good nite:D n nice slp!

No pics today:( din tk:)

*awaiting for 4th july:D hope it is a confirm outing:D

hAiz..

2009-06-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

A simple n boring day~!

Today is thusday:D! it's my 4th day of leave... Phew~! Bored me to death:D but lucky this week my daughter is not so naughty!!! LOl.. better then normal time.. so lucky!! if not i will go mad~

Woke up at 8.30am daddy came to fetch us... went to my place n bath xuan! And we headed to plaza for breakfast cum lunch. My mum wanted to replace her OTO slimming tummy belt as it is spoiled.. BUT TOO BAD.. it close down long ago-.-! lol.. i din even realise.. =X..

And so we headed home since there is nth else to do-.- we walked home from plaza~! And bought yougurt for xuan to try.. OMG she LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!! -.- this girl.. hahah she loves durians too:D ate quite a few=X hahaha..

Reached home at abt 12noon:) hmmm slack for awhile n went down to work place to find my colleague.. Brought xuan along-.- Haha.. i show my colleagues tat she knows where is the mouth, nose, eyes, ears, hair, leg, teeth.... LOL.. she even can say it out le.. know more and more words too. JUST TAT SHE STILL DUN WANNA CALL ME!! ARGH!!! who also know how to call except me.. *angry* lol.. went to sheng shiong with my colleagues to shop some necessity for childcare..

Reached home again at 3.30-.- lol.. made xuan to slp n i fall aslp too-.- my god.. hmm June asks me to ask darling whether he wans to go for the sunway lagoon trip with them? hmm dunno leh.. dnno who can help to look after too. maybe my parents can.. but dunno darling wanna go not..:D see hw ba.. cant go also nvm.. as long as he is by my side.. HAi. know wat??? 36 days to go sia.. My god.. still got so long.. just hope i can go up to space and spin the world 36 times:D LOL.. crazy me...

hmm.. okies.. i m stopping here n going to go talk to my CLASTALIA DARLING:D..!!!

*tml sentosa trip and meeting ym, june, rachel, lings, clastalia darling to BPP for DINNER!!! WEEEE and mummies will be bringing their princess n prince out. LOL.. gonna stunt the ppl in swensen again=X..

2009-06-23T22:18:00.003+08:00

OK COME PPL!!! let me show u some of the Wedding piCs...!! LOL.... since clastalia darling reminded me.. LOL..:D\

boring!!

2009-06-23T19:37:00.003+08:00

Hmm... abit lazy to update BLOG!! LOL.. so i just briefly type out:D

Ok. Woke up at 9am in the morning.. N slack while waiting for lings n ym to wake up and going town wif them.

Meet up at 2pm and headed to far east first:D Ate lunch at there:D

Walked ard in far east and bought my self a top. Hahaha.. dunno wanna post not? HMmmm tink dun wan.. Hahaha..

After tat went to wisma to COTTON ON BODY.. boought myself a bra-.- LOL.. Black colour. ling bought the similar one too. hahaah will post it tonite ba.. isee how again..

HEADed to taka to kinokuniya bookshop. Lings wanna buy the cokkery book for JAP.. LOL.. can borrow from her if i wan=X:D

and After tat walked to paragon to stroll and decided to tk a seat at coffee bean.. But.. NO place to sit.. so decided to head home:D

Meeting ling at ling hse now... eat durian=X

Bye PPl:D

This Is the bra i bought:D LOL.. ling also haf=X

this is a tube top:D it's very sweet:D

2009-06-23T01:58:00.003+08:00

SUDDENLY I WANNA SAY....

LEO QI DAO..!!!! I LOVE U AND MISSES U SO

MUCH..!!~

IT's getting NEARER AND THE FEELING IS

STRONGER!! MAKE ME EVEN TENSE

:( SAD...

BORING

2009-06-22T22:36:00.003+08:00

BORING DAY TODAY IS!!!

Hmm.. woke up at 9am... not working today.. will be on leave the whole week...

SLACK AND SLACK N SLACK and have a short nap..

MEEt ling, ym, jasline, jap and wenxuan to plaza for dinner... LOL.. then walked ard in plaza and headed back home..

what a simple day rite?? LOL.. ya tat's all lor..

* sentosa trip change to friday, something crop up:(
* meeting lings and maybe YM to taka tml and fareast:D

Hmmzz

2009-06-21T21:58:00.004+08:00

HmmZ... 40 days to go...

Today didnt go for aerobic lesson.. coz mum has to go pray grandpa.. so i have to look after samantha...

Slacked at home for the whole day.. and that samantha is making me MAD.. SHE DIDNT SLP FOR THE WHOLE DAY K..!!! she woke up at 9am.. and she just slept at 9pm-.- FAINTED..!! was super angry wif her and dun wanna tok or bother abt her.. HAaahaa... at this moment.. i walked out of the room to take something.. and she was in the kitchen, she pointed at the table and said "sweet sweet" But hahah her sweet sweet sounds like "sHit shit" LOL.. So i say u wan Shit ah.. then SHE JUMP and cry.. she know i ka jiao her-.- LOL.. I LAUGH like hell and went to plurk to tell june abt it.. Super funni lor..

until at abt 6pm.. Get Ready and going to Jurong point... Ate Dian Xiao Er, the food was soso la.. haha.. but daddy like can liao..~ Walked ard jurong point.. and headed home as tat LITTLE MONSTER is tired liao-.- NAUGHTY PIG!!! angry!!! And eventually fell aslp in the car..

Hahah.. post some Pics:D
Hmmzz.. was Getting Ready to go out:D
so i ZI LIAN!!!

haha.. she was hopping all the way in the shopping centre... NV SLP ABIT SOT LIAO!! HHAHAHA.... she doing the BABY BOB HOP!!!

This IS went we r in the Car... she was so hyper despite she nv slp-.-!! dunno wat happen to her today.. SO HYPER-.- wanna crazy liao me...

Hmmz.. Is hOme now:D... So boring.. GOOD NEWS!! TUESDAY GOING SENTOSA WITH LINGS n JUnIe again:D YEASH YEASH..!! hopefully rachel goes too:D More ppl more fun:D

no one is there for me...

2009-06-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

No one is there for me when i needed someone....

No one understands why my emotion have been so unstable...

Which person dun wanna lead a happy life?

What should i do to improve everything??

Hai..

life just simply sucks

2009-06-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

Haiz...

Up to today... i realise i am a total failure in wat i m now..

regardless of :
being a wife
being a mum
being a daughter
being a daughter in law
being a fren
being a colleague

Wat eva i m doing.. i just flunk it totally.. i flunk it with red marks all over my life.... i wonder wat's my problem?? It's my FIRST TIME being a wife a mother and a daughter in law.. n i failed. Not the first time of being a fren a colleague BUT I STILL FAILED...

Wat's the stupid problem wif me?? I just sucks man! shouldnt even be in this world i suppose..

hAiz..

2009-06-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

What a Stressed up day!

I m so tired~!
I m so Stressed!
I m so alone forever..

Why cant u just behave urself?? why muz u keep making me so worn out?? why cant u be more tame like other kids..?? I really very tired of facing everything alone... even facing u alone.. Everyday after work i would rush home and hope to see u.. But whenever i m there U R ALWAYS BEING DIFFICULT TOWARDS ME..!! Make me dun feel like even going home.

Though at times u really make me laugh my heart out.. but most of the time i hve to face all ur nonsense alone. I made that decision and i know i nv made the wrong decision.. but u r not cooperative at all.. i have to shout at u everyday.. i wonder hw long i can tk this... though u might not know wat's going on.. but i believe u know it most of time.. just tat u choose to be funni.

I wish to be a good wife a good mother a good daughter in law.. but why i seems to failed everything.. i m trying my best le sia.. I m a human.. i also will tired de..

I have not been scoring good marks for every role mentioned above.. I wonder it is my problem or expectation too high..

Everyday go home reached home already 8pm le.. morning 8am also have to wake up liao. not even a min late. i still need to clean the room and this 2 days CLEAN UR MESS i really so tired sia.. Maybe some of u dun see the toughness in ur point of u... but i haf done my best of the best...

hai.. i m so tired yet cannot slp.. i wonder wat tml will be again. i hate all the coming tml i have to face alone.. i hate facing all ur nonsense. i wish to have a few days off away from u.. but i know i GONNA miss u but not miss ur nonsense. i m so confused now.. sometimes u make me dun feel like going home too early.. but when i go home early.. that's the nonsense u give me..

WAT SHOULD I DO??!!!
Hai...

hais.. 45 days to go.. and i starting to miss him super much!!

2009-06-16T23:06:00.005+08:00

Today is a rather simple day..

Hmm.. Woke up as usual, and went to mum place to get prepare for work.:D hmm this june holiday is kinda of busy sia.. coz 2 teachers on leave in one week.. every week got 2 teacher on leave.. so busy like siao=.= ..

And during their snack time, the children had bread.. OMG LOR!!! feed until die leh.. all dun like to eat.. maybe their toddlers so very difficult to eat this kind of bread.. THEY ATE for 1 hour sia.. that 1 quarter of the bread-.-

So.. after work i slack at mum place and waited for 9pm to go kickboxing class... WOoo.. today learn hook kick.. omg lor.. so difficult.. FAINT.. hmmm end class at abt 10.05pm. walked back to my mum place to shower and come back home.:D

BUT!!!!!!!! when i reach home, i saw something on the table-.- MY god.. is 2 birthday card from my darling boy-.- zzzz when i was reading the card, i cried sia.. so touching can.. it really speaks wat he wanted to say all along...:( let me post down wat he send:D

This is the First Card....
Ihe card wrote"Happy Birthday to My Wife" "From the guy who seldom shows it but who knows his wife's a whiz, Who doesn't often say she's sweet but always thinks she is, Who may not always mention that he JUST CANT LEAVE WITHOUT HER"

The Card Wrote "But hopes She knows that all the time he's simply wild about her!"
Hubby Wrote: "Gal, i hope that u will be always happy and i will love you always. MUACKS."

Tis is the 2nd card:)
TheCard Wrote "TO MY WIFE" "I could say you are terrific. I could say u r great. I could say that as a partner and a wife you are first rate. I could say that i am grateful for our sweet domestic bliss.."

The Card Wrote "But i'd rather show my feelings with a great big hug and kiss!
Hubby wrote: "gal i dunno what to tell u on your birthday but i wanna tell u wat's on top. Happy Birthday:) MUACKS"

Hmmm.. I wanna tell my darling:D Thank u so much for all this little things.. and i treasure it more then anything else. Although it is not a diamond ring, but it is wat i always wanted:) I m really very happy and the words on the cards r meaningful. and it really sounds like u.. like u the one designing the card.. Although it is still abit sad that u r not ard with me this birthday.. but at least i receive ur small little love and concern. I promise and will do my best to give u all the love n concern and will try to do a good job of a wife. Although i know i m not doing a good job this 2 yrs:) Once again, Thank u darlings for ur card and wishes.. I RECEIVE IT LE... MUACKS... I LOVE U and MISSES U LOTS!!!:(

47 days to go!! omg... why so slow?

2009-06-14T11:23:00.006+08:00

OKies.. Let me update u guys abt ytd.

Hmm... was home for the afternoon plurking with frens... Fed xuan porridge and went to get ready to go and meet my sec sch frens.:D Haha.. at abt 6.15pm PL msn me and ask me not to be late.. he say a hungry man is an angry man-.- .ok so i reached there on the dot.. BUT jasmine was late..hahaahha... so we waited for her at JE mrt station. and headed to Clark Quay for dinner... Hahaha.. Went to Eat Yoshinoya.. SO LONG LONG LONG NO EAT LIAO..

While eating, WS, Sharlyn and meixin reached too. After that we went to walk ard and decided to sit at SUBWAY.. As jasmine and ws didnt eat her dinner at yoshi coz she dun like the food there. So as we were waiting for min, they went to order their food.

Not long after min ReaChed.. and we eat eat chat chat.. cannot stand the PL.. full of craps.. LOL.. know why?? Coz sharlyn was talking and she say too many "but" in her sentence.. and the naughty PL disturb her.. funni like hell.. after they finished.. Finally we heading to DOUBLE O.. hahaha.. quite like the place as the ppl there r not lians n bengs. LOL.. So not so bad..

Drink Drink and dance dance.. Drank 2 cups of "shots" if i m not k.. LOL.. i dunno what is tat call-.- LOL.. forgive me.. and some mix drinks. The Songs there were ok to me too.. Quite like it.. like: Just Dance and poker face by lady gaga, I'm Yours and blah blah blah.

So while i was sitting down coz feeling abit dizzy, this grp of guys came over to talk to me.. LOL.. i was kinda of MOUNTAIN TURTLE.. LOL.. they even ask me to drink but i turn them down. Coz cannot liao.. Dun wan hubby to worry.. and dun wanna disgrace myself just incase-.-.. HAHAHA.. so we had a short chat and their ages r range at 24-26?? I Guess so.. After tat dunno where they go.. after i back from wash room onli left the 2 other guys.. LOL.. So i continue to sit there and listen to songs-.- LOL.. suck rite me..

At about 4, we left as the night is over..:D OMG!! stay there till close-.- Fainted la.. Still got Aerobice class at 9.30 am.. LOL.. So reached home and everything done abt 4.30 and went to have a nap.. WOKE up at 9 and went straight to aerbobic lesson. GOSH man. kinda sleepy.. HAHAHA.. stamina not good today.. BOO BOO..

Ytd nite was so fun and i love it.. maybe if i have to go again it might be the same place. haha.. maybe on my birthday:D??!! hahaha.. later think going plaza to eat with daddy and mummy and bros. after tat back to my Mother in law place ba:D today will be a simple day.. nth to post..

ALRIGHT!! Post some pics of me..:D

49 days to go??!!! hmmm...

2009-06-12T22:55:00.004+08:00

HmmZ... today is a simple day..~~!!

Was working... and finally my lunch time... so i get to sit down n eat and play my lappy~~!!

see.. this is my lunch=X consist of.. long bean, veg, cai po. LOL.. my fav u know.. LOL.. might seems disgusting.. but i love it..~~! i love cai po. WOOTs...

After tat.. was chatting online with frenz...!! simple day la... LOL.. after work meet cheryl for dinner and walked ard in lot one... and we headed back home at 10pm..:D

*darlings... i love u.. thanks for showing the care i wanted to see.. hope i can see more of it. i really love it.. MUACKs..

51 days to go:(

2009-06-10T21:29:00.004+08:00

hmmm ok today very simple..

Routine as per normal.. so dun need to tell u abt it.. LOL.. but today in the afternoon mood kinda of down suddenly. dun know why sia.. sian.. hmmm after tat hubby msg wif me i better le..

Hmmzz took another pic of this cute little guy.. OH his name is brayden:P
At the playground..

hahah oookkk.. i stop here le.. nth much to write abt.. bye guys..

*darling.. i miss u so much.. when will u be back../?? still has to wait so long:(.. i wan ur hugs and ur kisses:(

52 days to go..!~ haiz...

2009-06-09T19:29:00.006+08:00

BORing n SimpLe day~!

Woke up as usual, dad came to fetch me to my mum place.. Went to Work and today due to short of teachers. we have to combine 2 class into one. and out of boredom, i took a few pics of this cute and naughty kids=X oppS~~!

This is when they were having their lessons...

AND this is the 2 yr old kids.. they still young-.- so dunno hw to sit down and listen to class-.-" cannot sit still.. backside got needle.. HAHAHA
They are Bryan, Chloe, Jovan respectively.. Cute rite??

AND THIS MY HANDSOME BOY!!! lol.. he never smile sia:( if not very handsome....

Me and chloe.. HahahAHAz=X

hehe.. boring lor.. so... u know??!! lol.. hmmm been coughing for the whole day-.- Sian.. wanna cough my lungs out liao.. HAHAHA.. hmm today is the first lesson of kickboxing class.. at 9pm.. waiting for 9pm.. LOL.. now not even 8-.- faint. Hw's my naughty little gal?? HMmmZ lol.. k la.. i stop here le buddies.. See ya...

*hubby... which place m i in ur heart?? if one day i were to die wat will u do??? Dun u ever try to leave me earlier then me.. I leave first=X..

54 days to go~~ hai..

2009-06-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday!!

As usual Woke up at 8 plus to get ready for my aerobic dance lesson.. But today wasnt as good as be4.. stamina seems to be abit off today.. maybe becoz this few days not enuff slp and add on i having sore throat. didnt manage to finish the dance at one shot. have to stop-.-! sucky.. but still tired.. LOL.. the instructor always forget my name.. Wahahahaha...

After the lesson, i walk back to my mum place to bath and went to eat... Wow... went to bukit timah to eat... quite nice.. i love the GUO TIE there.. it was super nice.. HAhaha.. will miss the guo tie there...

After Eating went to bukit batok to cut my hair.. or rather i shud say is trim. coz too thick and out of shape liao.. LOL... cut my fringe shorter abit too.. tickling my eyes liao-.- .. after tat went back to mum place and make xuan slp for awhile.. fed her and bathe and walked back home from my mum place...

*coming 23rd is sentosa trip wif lings and june... Hope it's confirm.. *pray* .

55 days to go??~~ can i hold on till that day?? or die first??

2009-06-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hi, PPl.... So long no update blog liao... this few days kinda of busy and some unhappy things happen. but i dun wanna talk abt it anymore.. too sad and disappointing. STRESSED TOO!! lol.. ok stop this topic..

Today... is PTC(Parents Teachers Conference) day... which we meet almost every students of our teaching classes.. wow~~ Kinda of busy sia... and running here and there.. hehee... lucky the parents i talk to are all easy one.. IF not i will faint.. LOl... After tat we have meeting with boss! Gosh man.... We have to start thinking of concert items for my Playgroups to Dance..!~~ EVEN SUPER STRESSED.. COZ they r onli 3 yrs old this yr.. their movements r still not very flexible so cannot choose a difficult song!! HEADACHE AHHHHH~~

After meeting went home to do some hsework...-.- SHAG~~ then feed xuan porridge and bathe her... We meet pearlyn and wuda at plaza for dinner. haha.. almost every sat also meet... LOL.. Wuda loves xuan alot sia-.- haaha... muz be a nice daddy in the future too. LOL.. PEARLYN u know u know??~~~ hehe.. NEXT.. BACK HOME!!! Finally i can rest~~ HEehhhe... Ok i shall stop here and rest too.. Not feeling well. Blocked nose, sore throat. Die!! SWINE FLU--.-?? LOL... Bye Ppl..~

BOrEd me to DeaTh Plz.~~ LOL

2009-06-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

Simple N Hot Day~!

Woke up as usual and go to work... today weather is so super hot.... hai... sian... hmmm in the morning while the children was at the playgrd. I was looking at this kid, and he suddenly smile at me.. LOL.. his sudden smile melts my heart LOL.. so funni... suddenly he catch my attention.. will post his pics on blog when i take his pics tml. LOL..

Usual routine and off work.. Another day goes.!! LOL.. hmmm i am thinking of signing up for the kickboxing class on every tuesday... 9pm to 10pm. tink i will join it most properly. hehehe.. think no one will acc me anyway. NO one is free.. no one is interested in joining me anyway.. i m loner now.. so i shall be one..

First lesson will be on next tues 9 june 2009.. weee.. another lesson coming. sweet!!!

* will try hard to give him a surprise when he is back.. but if i cant then too bad:P
* will do everything for him at my means.

61 days... sucks..

2009-05-31T16:05:00.002+08:00

Today is Sunday!!!

And is the day i have my aerobics dance lesson!!

Woke up at 830 in the morning to check mail.. see is there mail from my hubby... After replying his mail, i went to get ready to go for my aerobics dance lesson.. woo.. today's one is super tiring... dunno why sia... and has quite a few new steps.. Whole body so aching... LOL

After that i rest or awhile and wanted to make wen xuan slp. BUT suddenly nokia called... said that my fone is ready for collection. so daddy fetch me down nokia to collect my fone.. wee.. my fone is backk from hospital.. HAHA..!

After which we went to pasa malam to buy some food and back home..~! NoW.. i m thinking whether shud i go plaza...>.< hate the feeling of having to go plaza alone... everyone has hubby beside but i dun have.. ppl dunno de think i single mother.. SO SAD!!!... so i still hesitating.. but tink will have to go most properly.. need to bring xuan to eat dinner. SO BORING>.< sian tml is monday liao... super sian...

*do i hv deserve such treatment from u??!! i dun see why also... u r trying to be difficult while i already put down my pride..! SUX!!

I M A farking dog!!

2009-05-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

i m a dog without any pride....
i m a dog being asked to leave and come back anytime...
i m a dog with no love...
i m fucking worst then a dog...

but becox of him.. i have to be a thick skin animal... i cannot be against anything.. if not i m the one who will got nothing in the end..

borIngz 68 days to go!! wanna die liao...

2009-05-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

hai... simple n boring day...

Woke up at 8.45am to get ready to go for my aerobic dance lesson at zhenghua cc.. Its the first lesson today... hehehe.... WOW... really very tiring.. but fun... the class ends at 10.30am.. HAHAHA.. due to no exercise for a long time.. whole body so suan.. LOL... hehe... waiting for next sunday again:P wee.. quite like it.

After the class.. went back to cook maggie mee to eat as i dunno wat to eat... took a short nap in the afternoon... woke up at 4 plus and eat early dinner... woo... although boring but i really enjoy the class... hehe... k stop here le.. nth much to write... bye guys...

Sian.. wat a boring day...

2009-05-19T21:01:00.006+08:00

Haiz... been feeeling very bored since morning.. totally moodless dunno why...

As usual i wake up a 8 plus go mum place bath and get ready for work... Then during the kids nap time i went to pasa malam to buy cup corn to eat.. LOL... when they wake up they r suppose to drink milk... so my colleague went to do something.. and i took down the GRAND pics... LOL...

Look~~
Drinking milk.... this is wat they do everytime they wake up...

hahaha... funni rite... super grand one they drink milk.. LOL... long wanted to tk this pic le... until today i super moodless then my colleague do tis.. LOL..

after work... went up to my mum hse to bath n go home...~! this is hw my day goes-.- super dull.

BaCk FrOm GeNtiNg~~

2009-05-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

hmMM... Hi.. Everyone.. I AM BACK!!

Hmm.. Went to Genting on thurs nite.. and just come back today at 7pm... SO TIRING!!! I have pOst A Slide to Let U all Tk a LOok At The PiCs.. but I m Not going to Go into DetaiLS on wat i Do.. Coz it is suPer borIng. LOL... hmmm but i Kinda of dun like the guys there... They Are like So Despo.. NV see Gals Be4... but Becoz of that... They r more friendly then singapore guyS=X... LOL...

It was very cold there... but today was not cold... still can tk it... and the first two days was so misty till we cant see wat is infront of us.. until we go one step forward.. Car coming also dunno. LOL... Will Die.. Hmmm.. WeNt to The Theme Park Also N PlaYed sOme SCARY rIdes... Fun~~ BUT SCARy..~~~ Went into Casino to take a look as i nv been there be4.. WAHAHA.. so biG!!! lol... nv GamBle juSt See see ONli:P

Hmm.. OveRall is Just Okok... But i Miss MY HusbAnd aND daughter...SOBS..LOL... but i miss my husband more=X WOOPS...=X Hahaha.. k i shall stop here and go n rest.. sit back n look at the pictures.. NITEs...~~

Hai... PosTing Hw I m FeelIng now...

2009-05-13T10:05:00.003+08:00

Morning...

Woke up at 8.45am... saw june n lings in MSN.. -.- naughty gals.. LOL... nv slp... hmmm but since ytd i m feeling kinda down... MIsses him and feeling so lonely suddenly... hate this kind of feeling sia... sian... was suppose to meet pearlyn today but she last min cannot make it>.< sad... Mood not very good today...

HAI HATE HDB!!!!! my flat gone again.. always give me a queue no. which will nv reach my turn... stupid lor... ASK US to Build a family YET !!!!!!!!!!!!! Do this kind of stupid thing. Very disappointed in them sia... freaking PPL...

haiz... so moodless... so sian... today is not a good day sia... hai.. k i stopping here.. moodless to update and nothing to update... ByEsss~~

*setting of to genting with company at 9.45pm... wooTs... hope this down feeling will go away.. if not i will be super sian...

hhmmmmzz 81 days to go.. SIAN

2009-05-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

Boring And Simple day...

Let me briefly tell u...

Ok... woke up at 8.30am today and dad came to fetch me at 9 to my mum's place... Went to work and as normal routine... Till~~ in the afternoon.. there's a new stupid call tamid. he is a blangah. LOL he is super funny lor... His movements and his patterns... hahaha and he likes to be with a gal call alyssa.. Wahahha.. she is onli 18 months.. while tamid is 2 + hahhaa... was looking at him and seeing his funny patterns makes us laugh for the whole half an hour... LOL...

He went back at 5pm... and no more laughters.. LOL... hmmm After work went to meet pearlyn at plaza for dinner.. ahahha.. lucky wuda is there to help us finish the food/.. too big portion for us=X Thanks wuda=X lOL... And After that we walked ard and headed home... Is on leave tml... Sian.. dunno wat to do... see hw again ba:P hehe... and i wanna thanks dear for being patient with me when i throw temper although u were angry at first but u still gif in to me after that... love u muackss...

Hmmm... Leaving SG on thurs nitw to genting wif company... wooohooo..~~ kinda excited... it's been a long time i can play the whole 3 days wif frens..

*1 day to thurs.....

HaiZ... 83 days to go..~~

2009-05-10T22:36:00.006+08:00

MoTher's Day...

Woke Up at 9 in the morning to get ready to go out at 11 for mother's day lunch with my mum at a japanese restuarant... WOW.. food there is nice... and Miss Leo Wen Xuan Ate alot of food... and i took some of her unglam pics... let me show u...

This is when she is stuffing the whole sushi into her mouth-.-

and this is when she finish her sushi....

haha... so unglam.. we left the place at abt 1 plus and went to IMM to have a short walk. Bro wanna repair his watch strap... And i Saw my Pri. sch fren.. HAHAA know wat i forget her name yet she still rmb me.. so bad rite me.. i not purposely de sia.. SObS SOBS... i keep guessing her name yet all wrong.. =X... ehhee think she very sad... LOL.. hmmm... and after awhile we left the place n bring bro to cut hair at yew tee... WAITED FOR HIM FOR HALF HOUR... haha...

Reached home at abt 3.45.. OMG... i m so tired now.. but cannot slp coz xuan is awke.. ARGHHh~~ and is suppose to meet mother in law for dinner at 5pm.. OMG I AM EATING THE WHOLE DAY... SO FULL... FREAK!! so at abt 4.45 i left the hse n headed to plaza to meet them..

After eating... we went ard walking and went fairprice to buy some things... n xuan is making me made... keep wanting to eat sweets n biscuits.. KEEP FALLING SICK YET STILL EAT... and threw temper at me.. SO i m getting pissed.. and there goes my mood. wat a mother's day hor.. AND where is my husband..? not there... super sian...

So my dad came to fetch me at plaza and headed to my grandma place nearby... becoz he dunno where to meet me.. so he came plaza.. and after the dinner with my grandma (WHICH I DIDNT EAT BECOZ I M TOO FULL) we went up to her hse for awhile n left..

Went to sheng siong to buy xuan water bottle as i tink i drop it somewhere n couldnt find it... sian.. Next... WE HEAD HOME!!!!!!!! weee.... so tired... haiz... tiring and a heart aching DAY... not a good day for me at all... k i m stopping here... Nites...

hai... 84 days to go....

2009-05-10T00:17:00.009+08:00

HaiZ...

TirIng day....

Cut it short..!! Ok... Left my mum place about 3 today and headed to downtown east to find pearlyn as she is holding a chalet there... WAH... when i reached there... IT IS WAS A TOTAL CHANGED!!!! so many new things.. When i alighted from the cab... there was a merry go round ride n i brought xuan to sit on the horses in the merry go round... she was abit afraid at first,... but after that she enjoyed herself... let me show u...

me n xuan... She is not lOOking at the Cam BECOZ she is aiming the RiDes..

This Is when she is on the rides... Asking Her to Look at The CAm...

haha.. so about 7.45 i left the place n headed to my mum's place... had a small gathering with my cousins.. LOVE it.. But tiring coz have to take care of xuan at the same time and she is ALWAYS not behaving... and as i was getting tired... i m losing patience.. So i Headed home when i starting to lose patience... Reached home abt 11 plus to 12... WOW tired...>.< Here is some pic of me n my cousin..

Me and teck yi...

Me N ah Leng...

Hahaha actually ther's more... but not with me.. is in my other cousin's camera.. Hahaha.. will post it some other if i can... k i m stopping here... NiteS everYone.

hai... 86 days to go.. ON LEAVE~~

2009-05-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7.30 today.. SO EARLY.. LOl.. kinda of sleepy... went to bath and get ready to go KK for my scanning result... When about to leave the hse, Xuan have diarrhea and it is a bad one.. NV seen such diarrhea be4. But it is onli once so i planned to monitor it... After cleaning her up and my floor-.-.. brought her to mother in law side to let her take care of xuan for me... Xuan cried when i left, but when i reach the lift i din her her cries anymore.. GOOD!! lol... took cab down to KK becoz i m already super late for my appt LOL.. ops.. RUBBER TIMING DE LA~~ Took the cab until wanna vomit... SO GIDDY LOR... dunno hw the uncle drive..

Reached KK at 9.30am.. WAhaahahah... see my gynae at 9.45... hehe lucky dun need wait too long... RESULT CLEAR... but maybe got slight infection.. need to eat antibiotics. LOL.. FAINTED.. After that went down to bugis to walk ard and wait for karine n jenny for lunch.. WEEEE so long no see karine.. MISS HER SIA...~~ baby xin er??? (hahahaha read her blog~) hahahaha... so big le her stomach.. still as cheerful as be4... GOOD GOOD... hmmm went to eat fish slice bee hoon soup... Nice.. 2nd time with her to eat at this shop... after eating went for a walk ard and they headed back to office as lunch timeis onli 1 HOUR!!! >.< LOL..

When i was deciding to head home.. Pearlyn msg me and tells me that she can meet me at bugis n so i decided to stay... LOL... went walking ard with her and went to a jewellery shop,.. Saw a Wedding BAND tat i like... and the DIAMOND is super beautiful. top view is arrow.. bottoom view is heart.. WEE... after that we went to taka jewellery to wash my wedding ring... ZZZ wash like no wash.. LOL... nvm la.. PLAnned to CHANGE..!! hahahaha..=X Next, the new shopping centre at bugis to slack at coffee bean for a drink. HAhahaha.. abt an hour later... decided to go for a walk.. and manage to buy myself a dress.. Wee nice n casual.. love it.. and headed back to panjang after buying the dress...

Reached Panjang and i went home to put things n fetch xuan whereas pearlyn went to wuda hse to put down some things too... Meet at plaza and have dinner with her... WALK WALK WALK N WALK.. hahahah until wuda came... ehehhe and went back home... Reached home n saw ah cai n june. Going 163 and i tagged along but for awhile onli i went back home.. tired.. XUAN DIARRHEA AGAIN... SAME as morning one.. OMG.. somethin is not right... stop her medicine and bringing her back to doc tml.. it is a kind of diarrhea i nv seen be4... CLEAN THE PLACE AGAIN and bath her.. my god~ gave her milk n make her to slp...

hai... today is a fun day and a tiring day LOL... thanks pearlyn for acc me for the whole afternoon... ok i m stopping her and rest for the day... NItEs ppl..~~

88 days to go hai...

2009-05-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

WOrk Sux!
Life Sux!

Work Got probS... lIfe got ProBs... lOSiNg ALL My FreNs..!! going to haf Mental ProBLem soon.. See Me in IMH..

hai.. 90 days to go...

2009-05-04T00:46:00.003+08:00

NotHing much to write abt today.. Woke up in the morning, brought wen xuan to plaza to haf lunch... then bought her milk powder then headed home to hang clothes... After awhile, went to my mum place to stay overnight today as i told my dad to look after xuan for me.. as i need to attend something impt...

Met Jas, jun, min, PL, Ws at lot one... PL came just to pick us up...~~ so nice of him... LOL.. really enjoyed the time with them today. JUst that realise we r nt that close anymore due to having my own life... so i m being distant away from them.... misses those days... but i onli can miss it.. so sad... hahaha... talked abt our sec sch life and created alot of laughter... see hw silly we r in the past... too bad it is in the past liao... difficult to go back to that kind of frendship in the past liao.. as we r nt meeting often le... anyway... love the time we had..:)

misses hubby~~ hais... still got so long... wanna siao liao>.< so sad... so lonely...

hmm 92 days to go...

2009-05-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 9 today...

Brought baby to plaza to haf lunch.. Haiz.. once i reach plaza i m so sad... saw everyone is one whole family de ... but i m all alone with xuan... think ppl will tink why the daddy not with her.. why my hubby not with me... Hai.. too bad... After feeding her.. i went ard walking in plaza... n bought same grocery to cook her porridge in case i lazy to go out for dinner.. hahaha... lazy mummy rite...?? fail la... hmm abt 12 we went back home.. n i made her to bed... Was suppose to meet cheryl at 1.. but becoz of xuan.. i drag till abt 2.15... whahaha.. sad life..

At abt 2.15 cheryl drove n we went bugis to slack.. we went SAKAE SUSHI to have lunch.. and the service there sucky... keep sending wrong order to our table.. not only that... they say kitchen cock up.. so our order is delayed.. HELL mans...~~ lOL... after eating... when i stand up.. i realise my shorts needs a belt.. OMG... keep dropping.. so we went over to the village to look for a 10 dollars belt.. HAHAHAHA...

And we went to the new shopping centre beside the village for a walk... SO BIG... but not fully open... so nothing much to walk... and decided to slack at coffee bean for some cake n drink... and jeremy was being entertain by the coffee club staff that wears a costume of a cup... LOL... quite funni though... LOL... after sitting there for abt an hour plus.. i wanted to transfer money to my bro.. so we left the place and went to look for a POSB atm, and OMG so many ppl.. i turn back n decide to go home n transfer... but before going home.. we went to a CD shop.. I bought a VCD called "Marley & Me..." WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! NICE SHOW... make me cry like hell.. u guys and go n find the show.. it's a about a dog in the family.. DAMN touching.. HAHaha.. or u can borrow from me.. nice nice ... so before we left the place.. i bought a tweety bird balloon for xuan... and it says " be my tweetheart" LOL LOL... CUTE!! tweetheart.... LOL and when i reach home she was so happy to see that...and i m HOME again.. wahahaha

hmm... 95 days to go

2009-04-28T20:42:00.002+08:00

On Leave~...

Today went for appointment at KK... hmmm... reached KK at abt 11.30am... and proceeded to the clinic... Wahhh... MY Gynae is as beautiful as ever.. LOL... for me i tink she is beautiful la... hahaha.. while me n pearlyn was waiting for my turn, another room's doctor was called for last min meetings and she has to push away all her patients for the day.. WAHH.. all of them were so angry... poor thing.. wait so long yet cannot see... After seeing my gynae... she sent me for a ultrasound scan n i haf to go back to see her next thurs.... so... i haf to tk leave again-.- hellz man...

After which pearlyn n me went to eat our lunch while waiting for the ultrasound which is at 2pm.. Just nice after eating, we can slowly slack back to wait for my turn.. *ultrasound process sucks* hahaha... next... we took a cab dwn to town as pearlyn has to attend a last min interview and i went to meet my god-bro.. So me and kor went eating... BUT I NEVER EAT.. haha very full.. so i see him eat... he naughty.. keep tempting me.. but too bad.. i was too full plus i dun really like pastas so i din get tempted.. LOL... LALALALALA~~ so i drank a cup of apple juice..

And we walked to wisma collect my lap top after he eats finish..and we walked blindly ard.. LOL... and met pearlyn at far east at abt 5 plus 6... Went to buy 2 Belts and a black dress... nice dress... pearlyn bought the purple one.. i buy the black one... LOL.. and we decided to sit outside to drink our bubble tea and we have a talk... abt 7 plus pearlyn has to leave to find wuda... so i also leave for home... and kor went to meet his fren.. hhehehe... nice meeting kor today... more of this days will come.. HAahahha...

*next gynae appt: 7 may 2009
*next outing: Pending~~ LOL
*and a good news... MY LAP TOP IS BACK... MUACKS MUACKS....

haiz... 97 days to go~

2009-04-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

Woke Up at 9 today~ And getting ready to go for dim sum. Wahaha Know wat??!! super nice... but cant eat much... will fat.. so haf to control. hahaha... but the food there was super. is opp safti. and i found out that wahahahaha... LEO WEN XUAN IS SCARE OF THE TWO LION STATUE outside the restuarant. LOL... then i kept scaring her using that... LOL... but after we left... she not scare... Clever gal-.-"" fainted..

And after which we went to IMM to repair my poor lap top... HAI I HAVE TO BE BORED FOR 2 weeks... SAD... hope they will do it ASAP. AND it will burn a big hole in my pocket. SIAnz... and we went ard to walk for awhile n headed back home...

We Reached home~ Made xuan to slp... n i went to use my bro lap top to log into msn. Chatted with Pearlyn and i told her i going plaza for dinner with xuan later.. and she accompany me to plaza with wuda. so we decided to meet at 6.30. so abt 5 xuan cried, i ran into the room n make her back to slp n i FALL ASLP also-.-... WTH.. slp till 6... ANd quickly rush out... LOL...

We went to KOPITIAM for dinner... and i feed xuan some rice. but before that she drank a bottle of milk so eat very little... shudnt have let her drank the milk...ZZZ.. BLur me.. Next we went to Popular and i bought a game called DINER DASH for computer. Have to wait for my Lap top to come back to me>.< LOL.. Next we went ard walking. And wuda decided to go to all the jewellery shops to tk a look at rings.. I saw a nice wedding band.. LOL... Wanna change RING!!!~~ LOL... And saw a 0.3 Carat DIAMOND ring.. SO GLAMOROUS~~zzz LOL.. hahahaha...

And we decide to Head back home after browsing at all the shops as wuda has to work and me has to work too... HAHAHA... Thanks Pearlyn and wuda for accompanying me today..

*3rd sun* 13 sunS to go*

hai... 98 days to go...

2009-04-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

ToDAY IS A SHOCKING DAY!!! let me tell u why!!

Today morning, my mum and i decided to go for a body check up at the clinic downstairs. So we tot we could bring xuan down. After reaching the clinic, OMG~!! 10 more patients to go... sian.. HUNGRY like hell liao. So no choice, we dun wanna wait there and we went shop n save to buy some grocery. AND this LEO WEN XUAN, is super duper naughty. So after much torturing from her=X, we decided to send her back home with my dad. And we went down to the clinic to wait for our turn. 3 more patients to us after 45 mins-.- SO LONG!!

okIes~ it's our turn, so the doctor took our blood for test as usual n urine too=X after everything, my mum went to the specs shop near the macdonald, And u know wat??!! there's a car parking up the curb with the engine on... n there's is some one in the car.. SLEEPING OR ....?? so i stand there to observe=X (kpo la) and the crowd is coming as it is super eye catching.. a woman went over to knock at the window N THERE IS NO REPLY... (panicking) NEXT a MAN went over to open the door n call him.. AND NO REPLY.. (SUPER SCARED) so everyone was also panicking... LOL.. after that a woman (so brave)~>.< went over to open the and tap him.. after a few tapping n calling... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ he wakes up.. (phew~) then he steps on his acelerator n knock into the pole infront. ZZZZZ BANG~~ 1st knock... he reverse n BANG AGAIN~~ second knock... ZZZ think he is drunk. and while he is turn out of the shopping centre.. HE WENT UP THE CURB AGAIN at the round about.. ZZZ and off he go... omg lor.. he is super drunk and tired i guess.. LOL.. think when he is sober he will be shock of what did he do to his own car.. =X

So after tat we went home... feed and make xuan to slp. Abt 5 plus, i get her ready n wans to bring her to plaza. and i went to pee in the toilet.. AND not even a minute i HEARD BANG~~(haiz..) is my lap top. MY SCREEN IS CRACKED>.< F MAN~~ hai.. this is going to make my pocket a BIG BIG hole. i m now using my bro lap top while he is not ard.. HAIZ... so sad... happening rite today... AND CAUSE ME HAVE A BIG HOLE IN MY POCKEt... freaking sian.. SO no AUDI for me the next whole week liao...>.<

*going to repair my lap top tml.. n monday i will know hw big is the hole in my pocket.. HAIZ...

hai... 99 days to go...

2009-04-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

hai... so boring... today is friday... so i m staying over at my mum place again..~ after work, brought baby back to my mum place for porridge n bathe as usual.. after that slack for the nites.

hui msg me and asks me to go audi, so i went in to play audi with her. she logged off at 9 plus and so i log off too. After surfing net, june came online n asks me to go audi again.. so i went in.. but suddenly i feel so moody... my mood swings is here again. it is so often. so complicated... i dunno hw to describe this feeling.. n it sucks.. hai.. i m going thru things alone by myself.. hate this feeling.. n tml will be another boring day...

hai.. 101 days to go...

2009-04-22T22:07:00.003+08:00

A simple n boring day~

Last night ling, baby n me stayed overnight at june hse. Can see baby really enjoy herself. she fell aslp at 11 yet dunno wat time she woke up n play.. when i turn over i found she is not ard. so i walk out of the room to see n i saw her sitting in the hall with june n lings. LOL.. and have her hard time making her back to slp. but abt 4am... baby came n lie beside me and eventually fall aslp. n follow by june n lings also fall aslp. wahaha.. wonderful nite. hope more of this days will come.

Morning as usual, my dad came to fetch me to my mum place. and drop ling at her block downstairs. after tat i go up to my mum place myself n xuan follow my dad to buy breakfast. And after eating n bathing... i went to work~~

So Boring day~ nth much to update also..

good NItes... Slpz ..

hai another 105 days to go...

2009-04-19T20:25:00.002+08:00

TodaY is our sentosay trip day... we were suppose to meet at 8.30.. wahahaha in the end 9.00am. lol... next we went to buy two mats for us to lie on the sand... THe sun was super HOT! and of coz i got sunburn. super pain now.. cannot even lie on my back.. Wahahha.. hmmmz... we left the beach at abt 12.. and went for our shower. Next.. we went to sit on the sky ride n luge ride.and when we sat the second time, a guy come over to tell me he wanna teach me hw to play. (OBVIOUSLY NOT!!! he is a pervert.. i was wearing skirt at tat moment!!) so i nv bother abt him.. n i tell him dun need to teach coz it is our second ride. so i just sit n left. then he asks june for mine number-.-"(excuse me!! i m already a mother of 1) biggest joke lor.. tink he is a pervert without any eyes. so fat n ugly also tk. DESPO!! the 3 of us love the luge ride. it is something like go-cart. and it is super fast down the slope. we love it so much. so our next trip we will go and ride it again. wahahah it is so fun... we did took some pictures but.... i m unable to unload it today as the photos is with lings. maybe some other i will upload it. after which we went to take the sky train out to vivo city for lunch n shopping. We ate sakae sushi n it was a super full one. eat till wanna vomit.. WAHAha... so we went shopping after lunch and june bought a levis belt... it is nice but ex.. Heart pain.. LOL.. so i didnt buy.

It is 5pm already.. Oh NO! i m late for home.. so we took a cab home to fetch the baby monster to plaza. hai... so irritating.. she is no longer cute to me anymore.. keep whining and whining. mY head wanna burst liao. hai.. and we went plaza to walk ard... after awhile we headed straight hme... June went to meet Cai.. i go back my mum place.. and lings back to yi xiang side.. Hahaha.. it is so fun today... and i know such days is not alot.. so i really enjoyed myself.. but i kinda hate to go home.. i haf to be alone again.. facing that monster's nonsense. haizz... by the way thanks ling n june for giving me such a nice day.. although i got my self a painful sunburn. but it is super fun, and i love being with them:P have a good rest ...

*next trip will be on 24th of may~~

hai.. 106 days more to go.. breaking down

2009-04-18T19:11:00.003+08:00

Today is my turn to work for the saturdays. N cheryl ask jeremy to bring their puppy golden retriever to the centre.. haha.. before jeremy came, i was telling cheryl that i can be his godma=X LOL.. i have one "godson" .. kinda funni... next i went home to rest awhile n wait for wen xuan to wake up. After she wake up, i bring her down to fajar to meet june and lings for lunch.. Ling brought her son down. WA~ and he look exactly like yi xiang. LOL. and about 4 we headed home as june is going for her hip hop dance class... wahaha.. so good hor.. can go n join courses anytime they like. UNliKe me... hai...

But wen xuan is making everybody crazy... make irritating noise n make the whole place so messy. N my mum keep saying send her for full day care at childcare. but i dun wan to put her in so early. plus putting her whole day there i start to feel irritated. Why this baby cannot be more tame down..?? keep crying and showing temper nothing. keep touching things here n there. N i m getting all alone.. my mum dun wanna help me look after. i still need to study n work.. husband forever not ard when i need him. how m i going to cope.??? everytime think of having a long long way without any support i feel like giving up. SHE IS NOT A GOOD GIRL... n HE IS NOT THERE FOR ME. lifeless... i feel so lifeless everyday... SUX!! hai forget it.. dun wanna talk abt it le...

TOMORROW IS SUNDAY!!! weeee me june n lings will be going sun tanning. hai.. although it is just short hours.. bored.. bored.. k i shall stop here... here is a photo of me and cute little rowen.

haiz.. another 107 days to go.. Hw to Go On..~

2009-04-17T22:40:00.003+08:00

HaiZ...went back to work today after yesterday's child sick leave... mood not very good.. not very nice.. so tired.. have been onli taking 3 to 5 hrs slp at nite.. very tired but cannot slp. It is like something is on me... SaDs... after wRk, went plaza wiTh cheryl... we ate mos burger but she eat the fries i eat the burger. LOL.. actually she was suppose to for her appointment at 7.30... but she cancelled it n we went to see her doggy,... he is SOOOOO cute,... it is a golden retriever. n her doggy keep following me:P Cheryl says that becoz he likes me.. LOL.. i also like U, doggy... LOL... so much cuter then the one at HOME..=X ops.. this golden retriever has a super nice fur n features... Handsome Dog...:D

After that cheryl sent me home. Next.. i fed wen xuan her medicine n i went for a bath after tat. hai so tired... i m so stress n lonely.. i cant go out.. i m losing all my frens... i dun haf social life... i haf to stay home 24 hrs to look after her besides working time... no one can help me.. or rather no one wanna help me... everyone thinks that i dun deserve my own life... i onli can stay home n look after daughter... i cannot go out n enjoy with my frens.. even if i m able to.. it is onli for 3 to 4 hrs... hai... i need to study, i need to work, i need to tk care of xuan AND I DUN EVEN HAF TIME FOR FRENS.. i have lesser n lesser fren to talk to le... coz they r all drifting from me.. they dun understand not i dun wanna go out is i cannot go out... but it is a blessing to have june and all... BUT one ting.. hui seems to be angry with me.. she sounded so harsh in the sms just nw.. hai... sian..sucky life i haf.. but everyone tinks i m not doing enuff as a wife, mother, daughter in law, daughter n of coz my job... hai..

*IT"S FRIDAY/~ then tml is sat... AND SUNDAY is my day to sentosa.. weee... even it is for that pathetic few hrs... i haf to cherish... >.<

haIz... another 108 days to go~~ GOING MAD

2009-04-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

helLoz... hmmm today no work.. coz baby wenxuan is sick... i was shock in the morning when i touch her... n i quickly took a thermometer to take her temperature.. N OMG~~ it is 39.7.. scare me to death.. so i quickly call my dad to come n fetch me to bring her to the doc... poor wenxuan doc say that her air way is so called infected.. n therefore it causes the fever.. n while waiting for the medicine to be given, i saw a poster on a full body checkup... i might be going for a body check up within this few days.. A FULL BODY CHECKUP~ see when i dying soon=X ops.. Lol...

WaHHH~~~ she has 5 kinds of medicine.. poor her.. for cough, fever, airway, antibiotic... but NO WORRIES... she is not even afraid to eat medicines... LOL.. Whenever medicine feeding time, she will be SUPER excited.. my god-.- i gave birth to a monster.. hehe.. n i spend the whole day slacking at home with her... GOING MAD.. she is A monster!!!!!!! she is sick yet she doesnt look like she is sick... she carried on with her normal routine in messing up the whole place>.<>

*3 days to SUn TanNing~~

hmmzz 109 dayyS to go~~haIz

2009-04-15T21:21:00.001+08:00

hmmmz... today no nothing but work... but lucky june n shu ling came n find me. After my work we went up to my mum's hse to feed and bath xuan... after which we went to plaza to buy some snack... then shuling went to june hse... hai.. hw i wish i could go..~~ sad... i misses this kinda of life... hmmmz... and finally i feel that hubby is getting to know wat i expect him to give me in a r/s. i cried ytd when i saw his mail.. i was so touched.. but again.. too bad he cannot be with me... he is not by side always when i needed him... sad... there is still a super long time to his return.. hai.. someone help me turn the clock faster??? PLZ... haiz... misses him... which i hope i wun.. coz it is so miserable..>.< hai

*weeeee,... 4 more days to sunday.... shuling might be coming with us too... HAppY sUn TAn..~~

Hmmz... The 4Th Day u Left.. 111daYs to Go~

2009-04-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

hmmz... today time passes so slowly>.<... today after work i went to meet june at bukit panjang plaza... we had dinner together... but it wasnt a peaceful one for me.. coz my little monster is too naughty... after eating.. we went ard to walk.. n we went to mini toons.. and was being HACKED by my daughter...>.< torn="X..">.< ... haiz.. today was a boring day n a slow slow day....

*LonEly....Bored.... haIz...~~

e 3rd DaY u leFt.. 112DaYs to Go~~ HeArt DyIng..

2009-04-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

wa wa wa... so tIriNg todaY.. weNt Out WiF My PareNts n BroS at 11am for EarLy LunCh at UppEr ThoMsoN.. wE weNt To EaT "mei cai kou rou" and "suan pan zi" HAhaha... So NiCe the FooD... YuMMy YummY... WiLL WiSh To Go BAcK fOr it AgaiN... hmm DeN we WeNt to The New TamPines 1... LOL.. so MAny PPl... heHe. i BouGht MySelf a DenIm Skirt, 2 BlOuse, 2 ShoRts fOr BeaCh/HomE weAr anD 2...... HaHa.. dun TeLL u.. =X... bUt we WerE so TireD so We deCideD not To WalK anYMore alThouGh thEre is StiLL alOt of ShOps we HaveN weNt.. so We weNt NexT to BuKit TiMaH FooDcOurt For sOme SiDe orDers, lIKe.. SAtAys, ChICkEn WinGs eTc.... sO AftEr EatIng We HeadEd BAcK hoMe... So TiRiNG.. Dun evEn kNw WhY.. HaI... He CallEd me ToDay too,.... we WerE talKing and He sAys thAt he Promises BesiDes hIs owN shIp saIling, The OthErs He WilL noT Go AnyMore.. and AftEr NexT yR's 4MonThS saIlinG... He WiLL hAf LeSSer LONG saIlingZ eXcePt for THosE one MonTh SaiLingz...theN i Keep SayIng "yayaya, listen onli.. cannot believe" ..."u also Say This year u can Slack In sg, yet so many sailings ahead u.." I kePt rePeAtinG tiLL i tiNk he IS kINda of IrriTated... I knOw he Is TryiNg to chEer me Up n MakE a ProMiSe thaT he Wun go for Other SailinGs excepT foR hiS OwN Ship,.. BuT I m ReaLLy To DisHearTed To WaTevA emPty ProMiseS... i knOw FoR OnLOOkErs i M thE one BeIng UnReasoNable.. BuT tHe FeeLinGs Sux WhEn I neeDed HiM and He Is noT eveN ThEre... So WaT if beCoz of MoneY?? thEre's NO MoRE FaMilY TIes n MaKiNG ouR maRRiaGe Life A PLaIn ONE,... i dUn MinD him GoinG for SaIlinG bUt maYbe 2 to 3 YrS once I m FinE.. HaI... dEaR.. I'M soRRy iF i M TrYing To Be DiffIcULt.. BuT i neeD mOre OF ur AttEntiOn THEn MONEy.. I Can go N TeAcH exTra TuiTiOn To HeLp u.. I dUn MiND~~ HAI... k I So TiReD LIaO.. StOp HeRe FoR tHe DaY... EnD oF THE dAy~~

*wahahha.. SuNdaY's SenToSa tRiP is ConFirMed... Weee~~ SenTosA I'M ComINg~~

e 2nD dAy U LeFt... HaIs.. 113days more...

2009-04-11T16:37:00.000+08:00

haIz.. toDaY is A BorIng Day... haVe Been at hOmE thE whoLe Day n It Is eVeN raInInG... sO bOrEd... WaNted To Go oUt buT i CaNt... SaD... Now is OnLi 4.45PM... OmG TiMe is So slow... SoMe BOdY helP!!~~~ I M FreAkiNg OUT... I waNNa BreaK dwn LiaOz.. beeN seTTing up The BloG for tHe wHoLe day... but StIll not cOmpletely doNe... neEd JuNe to go back Home N heLp me wiTh it..><HoPe Time wIll PaSS FAstEr~~ MiseraBle... hMMz..JusT ReCeIve a Call frOm HiM.. he saYs the Sea Wave there are Very StrOng.. alot Of the ppl thEre not Feeling so Well including He himself... haIz.. sIan.. wAt to do?? *yawnZZ* sleePy... toDay is A bOriNg daY... soBs... HoPe as eacH daY paSSes, I wIll not MiSS hIm so MucH... Not A gooD feeLing..><

*awaIting fOr Next SuNday~~ HoPe wiLL be A succeSSful ONe...

1St DaY Of U LeFt..

2009-04-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

hAi... today Is the first day of u leaving me all alone is sg... so i decided to Set up My BloG to WriTe doWn My FeeLinGs....

Today went oUt wiTh june n hui(dar), haha.. actually we r suppose to meet at 12pm at orchard. But june woke up late.. so we were all late.. hahaha.. so me and june took a cab down to orchard... when we are abt to reach orchard, dar called and say she is at wheelock place. So we went dwn to meet her there n we walked to Sakura International Buffet restaurant for lunch... We were all so FULL *burp* LOL.. after next we went to cine to do some shopping as june needs to find some of her stuffs. But too bad... NOTHING to be found..~~ wahaha.. it was raining so we took a bus down to Plaza Singapura. We went in PS to look ard and walked into G200.. haha, i manage to buy myself a shirt and june also manage to buy a blouse for herself... after that we went to THIS FASHION near PS. n i bought myself 2 pants:P waLk till leg going to break into 2.. Wahahaha~ so we find a place to eat strawberry ice... WAh... super nice... i will Go back there to eat when i haf the chance again.. LOL.. n the curry there is also yUmmy.. hehe... with the FULL stomach again.. we walk ard at PS and proceeded to PC BUNK at dougby gaud stn for a game of audi.. wahaha.. and without any realisation... it is already 8+... so we decided to head home.. i m so happy today... it's been long i dun haf this kind of life... i dun need to worry abt anything and just enjoy my day:P and i promise more of Tis days will come durIng this 4 montHs.. haI,... but once i get home... all the sad things is coming back to my mind.. i haf to rmb thT still haf 113days to go.. n dun even dare to think wat good chANges can u give me.. BoRed..

NeXt OuTinG: wiTh june n dar agaIn.. ahaha.. Way to SENTOSA!!! (hopefully)

~beLLeZ.LifEleSS.StoRy~

BORED

haiz

Boring Sunday~!

IT's Been long i Have POSTED~!!! LOL

hi~!

hi

missing u

freak!

haiz

bored

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DBL O:D

LOL DAY!!!

BORIng

suck

haiz

hAiz..

boring!!

BORING

Hmmzz

no one is there for me...

life just simply sucks

hAiz..

hais.. 45 days to go.. and i starting to miss him super much!!

47 days to go!! omg... why so slow?

49 days to go??!!! hmmm...

51 days to go:(

52 days to go..!~ haiz...

54 days to go~~ hai..

55 days to go??~~ can i hold on till that day?? or die first??

BOrEd me to DeaTh Plz.~~ LOL

61 days... sucks..

I M A farking dog!!

borIngz~~ 68 days to go!!~~ wanna die liao...

Sian.. wat a boring day...

BaCk FrOm GeNtiNg~~

Hai... PosTing Hw I m FeelIng now...

hhmmmmzz 81 days to go.. SIAN

HaiZ... 83 days to go..~~

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hai... 86 days to go.. ON LEAVE~~

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hai.. 106 days more to go.. breaking down

haiz.. another 107 days to go.. Hw to Go On..~

haIz... another 108 days to go~~ GOING MAD

hmmzz 109 dayyS to go~~haIz

Hmmz... The 4Th Day u Left.. 111daYs to Go~

e 3rd DaY u leFt.. 112DaYs to Go~~ HeArt DyIng..

e 2nD dAy U LeFt... HaIs.. 113days more...

1St DaY Of U LeFt..

borIngz 68 days to go!! wanna die liao...