Worries, sadness, Afraid!


Haiz.. i feel so drifted from u... i feel something is missing... u also tink so but u dunno hw to explain... this time u were back... i feel so distant from u... i dunno why is it like that but it simply tell me someting is not rite...

I worry one day our relationship will fade....
I worry one day u come n tell me we have to seperate ways...
I worry one day u tell me u found someone better...
I worry that i will lose u soon....

And becoz alot of things happen... i feel that our r/s is more or less affected which is not a good sign.

I know i have not been a good wife n daughter in law to u and ur family.. But i tried my very best to do everything u and them wanted.. But i still FAILED! and i believe u heard alot of tings but u nv tell me and nv gave me a chance to explain. and i wun try to explain for myself coz it is so pointless.

I dun feel the love u have for me anymore.. and u also cannot even assure me anything.. how? wat m i going to do? or rather wat m i suppose to do... ! i cannot afford to lose u.. but i feel that i m going to..! and u urself also tink something is missing... u also feel that feeling is not rite.. wat m i suppose to do siah>. <

i m so lost... i feel so useless... someone teach me wat to do can??