HELL!

I have always tot i m doing my best as a good wife n daughter in law.. but till now i know.. the more i m doing the more it is worst..!

I have also came to know i m nobody in this world... if one day i were to pass away... no one will tink i m pathatic.

I have also came to know that i cannot be compare to ur frens... coz to u i m unreasonable i have a bad attitude towards u.. did u ever try to ask me why i m like that?

I m just a simple gal that needs ur attention more... but due to circumstances u r nt able to... i have been trying to be independant on myself still cnt meet ur reqiurements.

Due to the often of seperations, my mind, my temper, my tinking is all changing due to the probs i hv to handle alone.. and it nv easy.. u have ur stress i haf mine and it is 2 different tings.. and no support is given when i needed u... and i know forever i still cant meet ur expectationss... teach me wat to do can? WHAT shud i do to save eerything now? and at this point of time u still refuse to talk.. u SHUD KNOW URSELLF TAT U R SNAPPING! VERY SOON! but still frens n ur family is NUMBER 1 to u..

haiz... someone lead me pls...