♥ Belle's World

♥ Monday, August 31, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Hi pPl...

It's been so long i haven blog! LOL... no time plus lazy... if have time also lazy to blog... been busy on facebook games.. LOL.. found a few fun games on face book... keep playing.. no time to blog.

TOday is teacher's day!!! WOootss HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!! received so many gifts n cards from my student.. THAnks..! tml not working.. School closee... wanna go lot one with june~ but she has to get leave approval from her veg!! LOL.. Wed also not working... on leave.. acc little octopus to childcare for the first day.. hehe.. hope she can get along well with the teachers n kids there... So i dun need to worry~! *praying*

Sad thing is Hubby will be sailing on wed n thurs. will onli be back on fri.. HAIZ!! bored me to death! LOL... lucky not weekend.. so i shud be glad.... Next week almost whole week hubby also not in... 7 8 9 10 not in:( SOOOOO BORED!

Hope tml junie can go lot one with me.. i rmb wat i wanna buy liao.. LOL~~ hehe.. and hope in the afternoon hubby will be back early:D! can go orchard awhile... hopefully~

tml night kickboxing with jenny..:D!!! YEA YEA!! hurray!!! Finally someone pei wo go kickboxing.. i have been alone this 3 months:( ! wat a sad me..

Ok... i stopping here le.. turning in .. tired:D! Good night~

Been Here @ 11:14 PM

♥ Thursday, August 20, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Time is not right yet!

Please don't appear now...! somehow or rather i dun tink u will be welcome by everyone here...~ the time is not right yet... and things isnt settled down~ and i tink if u come now~ no one will be happy for u... so please wait till the time is right k??

Been Here @ 7:49 PM

♥ Sunday, August 16, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Posted Sentosa Fotos:D! Enjoy! onli 46.. got 100 PLus.. but just post the nice one.. LOL

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♥ Saturday, August 15, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Hi everyone! Hasnt post for a few days le... kinda tired this few days and lazy to post too! LOl..

14 aug: brought little octopus to sentosa to celebrate her birthday bringing her to the underwater world n dolphin lagoon.. too bad she doesnt likes to tk pics that day.. so didnt manage to take many of hers. but there is quite alot of pics.. will post it maybe when i free. i will make it into a slide show using photobucket:)

today: went bugis with jenny and cheryl for lunch and acc jenny to try out her gown... LOL.. So beautifull~ Misses those days like this when i was trying it out too:)! woman looks the most beautipul on wedding days:D! After tat went MA LA Steamboat with hubby n ven n little octopus... Ate till so full! Wanna vomit liao.. Die lor.. i gonna be a fat pig again-.- Next few days have to control liao... zzz

A few pics to see:)(but too bad.. blogger cant load pics today) will edit post once blogger can upload:)

And Lastly.... Pearlyn.. u got to be strong n cheer up k? Though it has already happen n u have lost this little one... but no matter wat he/she knows u love this little one.. I dunno hw to console u at this period of time.. as i m not good in talking.. but it really hurts to see wat's going on and i hope very soon i can see the bubbly u again:)! the future ahead u is still a long way with him! Both of u got to JIA YOU k??!! i know it is very difficult to accept the fact.. but u really got to be strong...! take care of urself my dear!~ and of coz to the little one out there.. though i din get to see u too.. but i know u will still be back to ur mummy n daddy~ when it is time to come back u got to come back k?!

Been Here @ 11:32 PM

♥ Sunday, August 9, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

HAPPY BIRTH DAY SINGAPORE!!!! LOL....

Woke up at 9am today and slag on bed for another hour... and brought octopus for breakfast... LOL...after breakfast went home to change n bathe...

Went to hubby's father side de relative hse as one of his cousin 1 yr old today.. Stone there for 1 hour plus n went back home to put the things that his grandma asked him to bring back.. LOL as usual lor! HAhahaaha...

After putting the things we headed to jurong point to meet pearlyn n wuda for NEW YORK NEW YORK! WOoots... finally i got to drink my Mushroom soup again!! Super nice u know!! i drooling now again when i m typing.. HAAHAHAHAH! after eating the waitress made a candy floss for us.. so we ate n chatted...

When we were abt to leave the place.. i feel like eating the candyfloss again.. So i asked the waitress to make one more for me:D! haha the waitress tell me " i make one super big one for the 4 of u to share ok?" i replied "ok" Hahahaha.. so she keep turning and turning and the candyfloss is double my little octopus head-.- LOL.. so big.. i see liao i stun!

After tat went ard walking at JP. Hubby bought himself a pair of adidas shoe as his shoe already spoil! Actually hubby wanna buy a wallet and saw one at wallet shop BUT it looks more like for girl so he dun wan.. he ask me to buy for myself.. I tell him IF got couple de then i buy.. DUN hAvE i dun wanna buy.. HAHAHAHA! GONG GONG

Abt 6 we left JP and pass by the interchange and i saw DURIAN! so i bought for myself to eat:$! HAHAHA yummy! And Cab back home as too many things to carry!

Reached home cooked porridge for octopus and washed clothes! FEd octopus, hang the clothes and bathe her.. SHAg! no rest at all! PHEW~

hee.. upload a few pics taken with octopus!

*14 aug: Little OCtopus Birthday! SENTOSA!!!!

Been Here @ 11:11 PM

♥ Friday, August 7, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

HELL!

I have always tot i m doing my best as a good wife n daughter in law.. but till now i know.. the more i m doing the more it is worst..!

I have also came to know i m nobody in this world... if one day i were to pass away... no one will tink i m pathatic.

I have also came to know that i cannot be compare to ur frens... coz to u i m unreasonable i have a bad attitude towards u.. did u ever try to ask me why i m like that?

I m just a simple gal that needs ur attention more... but due to circumstances u r nt able to... i have been trying to be independant on myself still cnt meet ur reqiurements.

Due to the often of seperations, my mind, my temper, my tinking is all changing due to the probs i hv to handle alone.. and it nv easy.. u have ur stress i haf mine and it is 2 different tings.. and no support is given when i needed u... and i know forever i still cant meet ur expectationss... teach me wat to do can? WHAT shud i do to save eerything now? and at this point of time u still refuse to talk.. u SHUD KNOW URSELLF TAT U R SNAPPING! VERY SOON! but still frens n ur family is NUMBER 1 to u..

haiz... someone lead me pls...

Been Here @ 3:29 PM

♥ Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Worries, sadness, Afraid!

Haiz.. i feel so drifted from u... i feel something is missing... u also tink so but u dunno hw to explain... this time u were back... i feel so distant from u... i dunno why is it like that but it simply tell me someting is not rite...

I worry one day our relationship will fade....
I worry one day u come n tell me we have to seperate ways...
I worry one day u tell me u found someone better...
I worry that i will lose u soon....

And becoz alot of things happen... i feel that our r/s is more or less affected which is not a good sign.

I know i have not been a good wife n daughter in law to u and ur family.. But i tried my very best to do everything u and them wanted.. But i still FAILED! and i believe u heard alot of tings but u nv tell me and nv gave me a chance to explain. and i wun try to explain for myself coz it is so pointless.

I dun feel the love u have for me anymore.. and u also cannot even assure me anything.. how? wat m i going to do? or rather wat m i suppose to do... ! i cannot afford to lose u.. but i feel that i m going to..! and u urself also tink something is missing... u also feel that feeling is not rite.. wat m i suppose to do siah>. <

i m so lost... i feel so useless... someone teach me wat to do can??

Been Here @ 7:46 PM

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Belle ♥ Dao

Hmm.. Here to update wat i do ytd:D!

Woke up at 9am and meet mum for breakfast with hubby n xuan at 163! After that mum brought xuan to the playground near the coffee shop n was enjoying herself.. LOL..

After tat xuan went back with mum to her place as mum misses her lol.. Hubby n me went back home n do some cleaning.. I change bedsheet n wash curtain n do some cleaning of the room. hubby wash the pram n the fan...

While hubby was putting the pram outside to put it dry... the whole window drop down-.- LOL.. the window was faulty liao.. then hubby lean on to it.. AND DANG DANG!! drop-.- lol.. now the window no window grill.. onli the glass panel.. HAHAAHAHA!

After cleaning and everything... went to my mum place to fetch samantha back and make her slp... Hubby n i fell aslp too... After nap..i woke up n cook xuan's porridge n fed her..

Went plaza with hubby after feeding xuan porridge n bathe her... After plaza i went home to change n headed for my kickboxing.. Might be continuing the class with jenny this time round. LOL.. she say she wanna join also.. After class bought food back from pasamalam for hubby:)... And HOME!

Someone find me a bf:D! Hubby dun wan me le..!! he saw his last time crush.. say she much prettier then me.. i fat n ugly.. ppl slim and pretty.. I losing out le...! sobs sobs...

simple day ytd!

TODAY finally back to work.. LOL.. the kids keep asking me where i go... so long nv come sch.. hahha.. kinda miss them too..

To: dalphine, wish u a smooth labour n happy holiday! RMB come back n visit us k>?? I WILL MISS U DE! LOL... See u next yr!! Jan 2010! HHAHAAHa...

Been Here @ 1:37 PM

♥ Monday, August 3, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Woots... Finally get to sit down n update my blog..~

Ok.. Woke up at 8 Plus today n meet pearlyn wuda at petir lrt to walk to bangkit for breakfast.. And met weihong there too... After eating breakfast... Wuda n pearlyn went to the bank to do somethings and after tat me, hubby, octopus n weihong went to the temple nearby to pray for hubby's safe return:)!

After which we Seperated home to change and wanna go to causeway to repair my fone.. haha.. Not spoiled.. just tat the 2pid battery is dying..-.- This min i charge full.. next min if there is 2 miss calls my batt will flat like no body business...! LOL.. Stupid nokia-.- Last time i ericsson also not like that.. ZZ so hubby and me went back home to bathe n change... and we send octopus to my mother in law place...

Met wuda n pearlyn in the bus and headed to causeway point... Reached causeway and went to bought tickets for the show! WE R watching "The Hangover"... LOL.. After buying the tix... Headed to nokia to replace a new batt.. BUT STUPID NOKIA say batt warranty onli last for 6 months-.- CHEE..! Wth lor.. Then hubby straight say CHANGE FONE LA.. DUN TAKE NOKIA-.- Lol this hubby.. forever so straight-.-! cannot stand this silly guy!

After tat we headed to the foodcourt to eat abit of things be4 going for the show! And tell u guys... THE SHOW WAS HILARIOUS!!! LOL.. SO FUNNY CAN! hahaha.. was laughing all the way... it was abt 4 guys went for a bachelor night for one of the fren that is getting married in 2 days time.. LOl..super funni la.. can go watch:D!

After the show.. we walked ard and then headed back home to fetch the octopus to plaza again to meet wuda n pearlyn! LOL whole day out-.- tiring siah-.- Ate KFC new drumlets for dinner.. super nice.. but spicy.. LOL.. shiok! And headed back home to rest.. we were all so tired:D! LOL..

Though today i finally got the chance to go out with hubby alone.. though i love it.. but i feel that someting is still missing.. it is no longer those dating time de sweet sweet de feeling liao.. i dunno why like become parents but we seems to have drifted... although we were still very happy.. and i m! But the feeling is so diff.. no longer as sweet as be4.. HAiz...i dun feel the sweetness tat normal couple will have but instead i feel onli RESPONSIBILITY IN U! it is like no love but becoz u r being responsible to hold on to this r/s. i really miss those days! But wateva it is.. i love spending the time with u alone and just onli the 2 of us! dun tink there will be much chances! anyway.. thanks for today!:) love u^^

Been Here @ 8:44 PM

♥ Sunday, August 2, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Posting some pics from ytd...

Spend the day at home.. so nth much to blog abt... onli at nite attended a fren's wedding.. And took some pics on bus.. Also loading some things hubby bought.. LOL.. got 3 things he bought cannot be posted=X...

Hehe.. ok.. i go tk a nap! blog tonite:D! bye everyone!

Been Here @ 12:51 PM