What a Stressed up day!

I m so tired~!
I m so Stressed!
I m so alone forever..

Why cant u just behave urself?? why muz u keep making me so worn out?? why cant u be more tame like other kids..?? I really very tired of facing everything alone... even facing u alone.. Everyday after work i would rush home and hope to see u.. But whenever i m there U R ALWAYS BEING DIFFICULT TOWARDS ME..!! Make me dun feel like even going home.

Though at times u really make me laugh my heart out.. but most of the time i hve to face all ur nonsense alone. I made that decision and i know i nv made the wrong decision.. but u r not cooperative at all.. i have to shout at u everyday.. i wonder hw long i can tk this... though u might not know wat's going on.. but i believe u know it most of time.. just tat u choose to be funni.

I wish to be a good wife a good mother a good daughter in law.. but why i seems to failed everything.. i m trying my best le sia.. I m a human.. i also will tired de..

I have not been scoring good marks for every role mentioned above.. I wonder it is my problem or expectation too high..

Everyday go home reached home already 8pm le.. morning 8am also have to wake up liao. not even a min late. i still need to clean the room and this 2 days CLEAN UR MESS i really so tired sia.. Maybe some of u dun see the toughness in ur point of u... but i haf done my best of the best...

hai.. i m so tired yet cannot slp.. i wonder wat tml will be again. i hate all the coming tml i have to face alone.. i hate facing all ur nonsense. i wish to have a few days off away from u.. but i know i GONNA miss u but not miss ur nonsense. i m so confused now.. sometimes u make me dun feel like going home too early.. but when i go home early.. that's the nonsense u give me..

WAT SHOULD I DO??!!!
Hai...