HaiZ...went back to work today after yesterday's child sick leave... mood not very good.. not very nice.. so tired.. have been onli taking 3 to 5 hrs slp at nite.. very tired but cannot slp. It is like something is on me... SaDs... after wRk, went plaza wiTh cheryl... we ate mos burger but she eat the fries i eat the burger. LOL.. actually she was suppose to for her appointment at 7.30... but she cancelled it n we went to see her doggy,... he is SOOOOO cute,... it is a golden retriever. n her doggy keep following me:P Cheryl says that becoz he likes me.. LOL.. i also like U, doggy... LOL... so much cuter then the one at HOME..=X ops.. this golden retriever has a super nice fur n features... Handsome Dog...:D

After that cheryl sent me home. Next.. i fed wen xuan her medicine n i went for a bath after tat. hai so tired... i m so stress n lonely.. i cant go out.. i m losing all my frens... i dun haf social life... i haf to stay home 24 hrs to look after her besides working time... no one can help me.. or rather no one wanna help me... everyone thinks that i dun deserve my own life... i onli can stay home n look after daughter... i cannot go out n enjoy with my frens.. even if i m able to.. it is onli for 3 to 4 hrs... hai... i need to study, i need to work, i need to tk care of xuan AND I DUN EVEN HAF TIME FOR FRENS.. i have lesser n lesser fren to talk to le... coz they r all drifting from me.. they dun understand not i dun wanna go out is i cannot go out... but it is a blessing to have june and all... BUT one ting.. hui seems to be angry with me.. she sounded so harsh in the sms just nw.. hai... sian..sucky life i haf.. but everyone tinks i m not doing enuff as a wife, mother, daughter in law, daughter n of coz my job... hai..


*IT"S FRIDAY/~ then tml is sat... AND SUNDAY is my day to sentosa.. weee... even it is for that pathetic few hrs... i haf to cherish... >.<