Today is my turn to work for the saturdays. N cheryl ask jeremy to bring their puppy golden retriever to the centre.. haha.. before jeremy came, i was telling cheryl that i can be his godma=X LOL.. i have one "godson" .. kinda funni... next i went home to rest awhile n wait for wen xuan to wake up. After she wake up, i bring her down to fajar to meet june and lings for lunch.. Ling brought her son down. WA~ and he look exactly like yi xiang. LOL. and about 4 we headed home as june is going for her hip hop dance class... wahaha.. so good hor.. can go n join courses anytime they like. UNliKe me... hai...
But wen xuan is making everybody crazy... make irritating noise n make the whole place so messy. N my mum keep saying send her for full day care at childcare. but i dun wan to put her in so early. plus putting her whole day there i start to feel irritated. Why this baby cannot be more tame down..?? keep crying and showing temper nothing. keep touching things here n there. N i m getting all alone.. my mum dun wanna help me look after. i still need to study n work.. husband forever not ard when i need him. how m i going to cope.??? everytime think of having a long long way without any support i feel like giving up. SHE IS NOT A GOOD GIRL... n HE IS NOT THERE FOR ME. lifeless... i feel so lifeless everyday... SUX!! hai forget it.. dun wanna talk abt it le...
TOMORROW IS SUNDAY!!! weeee me june n lings will be going sun tanning. hai.. although it is just short hours.. bored.. bored.. k i shall stop here... here is a photo of me and cute little rowen.


