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♥ Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

On Leave~...

Today went for appointment at KK... hmmm... reached KK at abt 11.30am... and proceeded to the clinic... Wahhh... MY Gynae is as beautiful as ever.. LOL... for me i tink she is beautiful la... hahaha.. while me n pearlyn was waiting for my turn, another room's doctor was called for last min meetings and she has to push away all her patients for the day.. WAHH.. all of them were so angry... poor thing.. wait so long yet cannot see... After seeing my gynae... she sent me for a ultrasound scan n i haf to go back to see her next thurs.... so... i haf to tk leave again-.- hellz man...

After which pearlyn n me went to eat our lunch while waiting for the ultrasound which is at 2pm.. Just nice after eating, we can slowly slack back to wait for my turn.. *ultrasound process sucks* hahaha... next... we took a cab dwn to town as pearlyn has to attend a last min interview and i went to meet my god-bro.. So me and kor went eating... BUT I NEVER EAT.. haha very full.. so i see him eat... he naughty.. keep tempting me.. but too bad.. i was too full plus i dun really like pastas so i din get tempted.. LOL... LALALALALA~~ so i drank a cup of apple juice..

And we walked to wisma collect my lap top after he eats finish..and we walked blindly ard.. LOL... and met pearlyn at far east at abt 5 plus 6... Went to buy 2 Belts and a black dress... nice dress... pearlyn bought the purple one.. i buy the black one... LOL.. and we decided to sit outside to drink our bubble tea and we have a talk... abt 7 plus pearlyn has to leave to find wuda... so i also leave for home... and kor went to meet his fren.. hhehehe... nice meeting kor today... more of this days will come.. HAahahha...

*next gynae appt: 7 may 2009
*next outing: Pending~~ LOL
*and a good news... MY LAP TOP IS BACK... MUACKS MUACKS....

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♥ Sunday, April 26, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Woke Up at 9 today~ And getting ready to go for dim sum. Wahaha Know wat??!! super nice... but cant eat much... will fat.. so haf to control. hahaha... but the food there was super. is opp safti. and i found out that wahahahaha... LEO WEN XUAN IS SCARE OF THE TWO LION STATUE outside the restuarant. LOL... then i kept scaring her using that... LOL... but after we left... she not scare... Clever gal-.-"" fainted..

And after which we went to IMM to repair my poor lap top... HAI I HAVE TO BE BORED FOR 2 weeks... SAD... hope they will do it ASAP. AND it will burn a big hole in my pocket. SIAnz... and we went ard to walk for awhile n headed back home...

We Reached home~ Made xuan to slp... n i went to use my bro lap top to log into msn. Chatted with Pearlyn and i told her i going plaza for dinner with xuan later.. and she accompany me to plaza with wuda. so we decided to meet at 6.30. so abt 5 xuan cried, i ran into the room n make her back to slp n i FALL ASLP also-.-... WTH.. slp till 6... ANd quickly rush out... LOL...

We went to KOPITIAM for dinner... and i feed xuan some rice. but before that she drank a bottle of milk so eat very little... shudnt have let her drank the milk...ZZZ.. BLur me.. Next we went to Popular and i bought a game called DINER DASH for computer. Have to wait for my Lap top to come back to me>.< LOL.. Next we went ard walking. And wuda decided to go to all the jewellery shops to tk a look at rings.. I saw a nice wedding band.. LOL... Wanna change RING!!!~~ LOL... And saw a 0.3 Carat DIAMOND ring.. SO GLAMOROUS~~zzz LOL.. hahahaha...

And we decide to Head back home after browsing at all the shops as wuda has to work and me has to work too... HAHAHA... Thanks Pearlyn and wuda for accompanying me today..

*3rd sun* 13 sunS to go*

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♥ Saturday, April 25, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

ToDAY IS A SHOCKING DAY!!! let me tell u why!!

Today morning, my mum and i decided to go for a body check up at the clinic downstairs. So we tot we could bring xuan down. After reaching the clinic, OMG~!! 10 more patients to go... sian.. HUNGRY like hell liao. So no choice, we dun wanna wait there and we went shop n save to buy some grocery. AND this LEO WEN XUAN, is super duper naughty. So after much torturing from her=X, we decided to send her back home with my dad. And we went down to the clinic to wait for our turn. 3 more patients to us after 45 mins-.- SO LONG!!

okIes~ it's our turn, so the doctor took our blood for test as usual n urine too=X after everything, my mum went to the specs shop near the macdonald, And u know wat??!! there's a car parking up the curb with the engine on... n there's is some one in the car.. SLEEPING OR ....?? so i stand there to observe=X (kpo la) and the crowd is coming as it is super eye catching.. a woman went over to knock at the window N THERE IS NO REPLY... (panicking) NEXT a MAN went over to open the door n call him.. AND NO REPLY.. (SUPER SCARED) so everyone was also panicking... LOL.. after that a woman (so brave)~>.< went over to open the and tap him.. after a few tapping n calling... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ he wakes up.. (phew~) then he steps on his acelerator n knock into the pole infront. ZZZZZ BANG~~ 1st knock... he reverse n BANG AGAIN~~ second knock... ZZZ think he is drunk. and while he is turn out of the shopping centre.. HE WENT UP THE CURB AGAIN at the round about.. ZZZ and off he go... omg lor.. he is super drunk and tired i guess.. LOL.. think when he is sober he will be shock of what did he do to his own car.. =X

So after tat we went home... feed and make xuan to slp. Abt 5 plus, i get her ready n wans to bring her to plaza. and i went to pee in the toilet.. AND not even a minute i HEARD BANG~~(haiz..) is my lap top. MY SCREEN IS CRACKED>.< F MAN~~ hai.. this is going to make my pocket a BIG BIG hole. i m now using my bro lap top while he is not ard.. HAIZ... so sad... happening rite today... AND CAUSE ME HAVE A BIG HOLE IN MY POCKEt... freaking sian.. SO no AUDI for me the next whole week liao...>.<

*going to repair my lap top tml.. n monday i will know hw big is the hole in my pocket.. HAIZ...

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♥ Friday, April 24, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

hai... so boring... today is friday... so i m staying over at my mum place again..~ after work, brought baby back to my mum place for porridge n bathe as usual.. after that slack for the nites.

hui msg me and asks me to go audi, so i went in to play audi with her. she logged off at 9 plus and so i log off too. After surfing net, june came online n asks me to go audi again.. so i went in.. but suddenly i feel so moody... my mood swings is here again. it is so often. so complicated... i dunno hw to describe this feeling.. n it sucks.. hai.. i m going thru things alone by myself.. hate this feeling.. n tml will be another boring day...

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♥ Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

A simple n boring day~

Last night ling, baby n me stayed overnight at june hse. Can see baby really enjoy herself. she fell aslp at 11 yet dunno wat time she woke up n play.. when i turn over i found she is not ard. so i walk out of the room to see n i saw her sitting in the hall with june n lings. LOL.. and have her hard time making her back to slp. but abt 4am... baby came n lie beside me and eventually fall aslp. n follow by june n lings also fall aslp. wahaha.. wonderful nite. hope more of this days will come.

Morning as usual, my dad came to fetch me to my mum place. and drop ling at her block downstairs. after tat i go up to my mum place myself n xuan follow my dad to buy breakfast. And after eating n bathing... i went to work~~

So Boring day~ nth much to update also..

good NItes... Slpz ..

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♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

TodaY is our sentosay trip day... we were suppose to meet at 8.30.. wahahaha in the end 9.00am. lol... next we went to buy two mats for us to lie on the sand... THe sun was super HOT! and of coz i got sunburn. super pain now.. cannot even lie on my back.. Wahahha.. hmmmz... we left the beach at abt 12.. and went for our shower. Next.. we went to sit on the sky ride n luge ride.and when we sat the second time, a guy come over to tell me he wanna teach me hw to play. (OBVIOUSLY NOT!!! he is a pervert.. i was wearing skirt at tat moment!!) so i nv bother abt him.. n i tell him dun need to teach coz it is our second ride. so i just sit n left. then he asks june for mine number-.-"(excuse me!! i m already a mother of 1) biggest joke lor.. tink he is a pervert without any eyes. so fat n ugly also tk. DESPO!! the 3 of us love the luge ride. it is something like go-cart. and it is super fast down the slope. we love it so much. so our next trip we will go and ride it again. wahahah it is so fun... we did took some pictures but.... i m unable to unload it today as the photos is with lings. maybe some other i will upload it. after which we went to take the sky train out to vivo city for lunch n shopping. We ate sakae sushi n it was a super full one. eat till wanna vomit.. WAHAha... so we went shopping after lunch and june bought a levis belt... it is nice but ex.. Heart pain.. LOL.. so i didnt buy.

It is 5pm already.. Oh NO! i m late for home.. so we took a cab home to fetch the baby monster to plaza. hai... so irritating.. she is no longer cute to me anymore.. keep whining and whining. mY head wanna burst liao. hai.. and we went plaza to walk ard... after awhile we headed straight hme... June went to meet Cai.. i go back my mum place.. and lings back to yi xiang side.. Hahaha.. it is so fun today... and i know such days is not alot.. so i really enjoyed myself.. but i kinda hate to go home.. i haf to be alone again.. facing that monster's nonsense. haizz... by the way thanks ling n june for giving me such a nice day.. although i got my self a painful sunburn. but it is super fun, and i love being with them:P have a good rest ...

*next trip will be on 24th of may~~

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♥ Saturday, April 18, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

Today is my turn to work for the saturdays. N cheryl ask jeremy to bring their puppy golden retriever to the centre.. haha.. before jeremy came, i was telling cheryl that i can be his godma=X LOL.. i have one "godson" .. kinda funni... next i went home to rest awhile n wait for wen xuan to wake up. After she wake up, i bring her down to fajar to meet june and lings for lunch.. Ling brought her son down. WA~ and he look exactly like yi xiang. LOL. and about 4 we headed home as june is going for her hip hop dance class... wahaha.. so good hor.. can go n join courses anytime they like. UNliKe me... hai...

But wen xuan is making everybody crazy... make irritating noise n make the whole place so messy. N my mum keep saying send her for full day care at childcare. but i dun wan to put her in so early. plus putting her whole day there i start to feel irritated. Why this baby cannot be more tame down..?? keep crying and showing temper nothing. keep touching things here n there. N i m getting all alone.. my mum dun wanna help me look after. i still need to study n work.. husband forever not ard when i need him. how m i going to cope.??? everytime think of having a long long way without any support i feel like giving up. SHE IS NOT A GOOD GIRL... n HE IS NOT THERE FOR ME. lifeless... i feel so lifeless everyday... SUX!! hai forget it.. dun wanna talk abt it le...

TOMORROW IS SUNDAY!!! weeee me june n lings will be going sun tanning. hai.. although it is just short hours.. bored.. bored.. k i shall stop here... here is a photo of me and cute little rowen.

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♥ Friday, April 17, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

HaiZ...went back to work today after yesterday's child sick leave... mood not very good.. not very nice.. so tired.. have been onli taking 3 to 5 hrs slp at nite.. very tired but cannot slp. It is like something is on me... SaDs... after wRk, went plaza wiTh cheryl... we ate mos burger but she eat the fries i eat the burger. LOL.. actually she was suppose to for her appointment at 7.30... but she cancelled it n we went to see her doggy,... he is SOOOOO cute,... it is a golden retriever. n her doggy keep following me:P Cheryl says that becoz he likes me.. LOL.. i also like U, doggy... LOL... so much cuter then the one at HOME..=X ops.. this golden retriever has a super nice fur n features... Handsome Dog...:D

After that cheryl sent me home. Next.. i fed wen xuan her medicine n i went for a bath after tat. hai so tired... i m so stress n lonely.. i cant go out.. i m losing all my frens... i dun haf social life... i haf to stay home 24 hrs to look after her besides working time... no one can help me.. or rather no one wanna help me... everyone thinks that i dun deserve my own life... i onli can stay home n look after daughter... i cannot go out n enjoy with my frens.. even if i m able to.. it is onli for 3 to 4 hrs... hai... i need to study, i need to work, i need to tk care of xuan AND I DUN EVEN HAF TIME FOR FRENS.. i have lesser n lesser fren to talk to le... coz they r all drifting from me.. they dun understand not i dun wanna go out is i cannot go out... but it is a blessing to have june and all... BUT one ting.. hui seems to be angry with me.. she sounded so harsh in the sms just nw.. hai... sian..sucky life i haf.. but everyone tinks i m not doing enuff as a wife, mother, daughter in law, daughter n of coz my job... hai..

*IT"S FRIDAY/~ then tml is sat... AND SUNDAY is my day to sentosa.. weee... even it is for that pathetic few hrs... i haf to cherish... >.<

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♥ Thursday, April 16, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

helLoz... hmmm today no work.. coz baby wenxuan is sick... i was shock in the morning when i touch her... n i quickly took a thermometer to take her temperature.. N OMG~~ it is 39.7.. scare me to death.. so i quickly call my dad to come n fetch me to bring her to the doc... poor wenxuan doc say that her air way is so called infected.. n therefore it causes the fever.. n while waiting for the medicine to be given, i saw a poster on a full body checkup... i might be going for a body check up within this few days.. A FULL BODY CHECKUP~ see when i dying soon=X ops.. Lol...

WaHHH~~~ she has 5 kinds of medicine.. poor her.. for cough, fever, airway, antibiotic... but NO WORRIES... she is not even afraid to eat medicines... LOL.. Whenever medicine feeding time, she will be SUPER excited.. my god-.- i gave birth to a monster.. hehe.. n i spend the whole day slacking at home with her... GOING MAD.. she is A monster!!!!!!! she is sick yet she doesnt look like she is sick... she carried on with her normal routine in messing up the whole place>.<>

*3 days to SUn TanNing~~

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♥ Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

hmmmz... today no nothing but work... but lucky june n shu ling came n find me. After my work we went up to my mum's hse to feed and bath xuan... after which we went to plaza to buy some snack... then shuling went to june hse... hai.. hw i wish i could go..~~ sad... i misses this kinda of life... hmmmz... and finally i feel that hubby is getting to know wat i expect him to give me in a r/s. i cried ytd when i saw his mail.. i was so touched.. but again.. too bad he cannot be with me... he is not by side always when i needed him... sad... there is still a super long time to his return.. hai.. someone help me turn the clock faster??? PLZ... haiz... misses him... which i hope i wun.. coz it is so miserable..>.< hai

*weeeee,... 4 more days to sunday.... shuling might be coming with us too... HAppY sUn TAn..~~

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♥ Monday, April 13, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

hmmz... today time passes so slowly>.<... today after work i went to meet june at bukit panjang plaza... we had dinner together... but it wasnt a peaceful one for me.. coz my little monster is too naughty... after eating.. we went ard to walk.. n we went to mini toons.. and was being HACKED by my daughter...>.< torn="X..">.< ... haiz.. today was a boring day n a slow slow day....

*LonEly....Bored.... haIz...~~

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♥ Sunday, April 12, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

wa wa wa... so tIriNg todaY.. weNt Out WiF My PareNts n BroS at 11am for EarLy LunCh at UppEr ThoMsoN.. wE weNt To EaT "mei cai kou rou" and "suan pan zi" HAhaha... So NiCe the FooD... YuMMy YummY... WiLL WiSh To Go BAcK fOr it AgaiN... hmm DeN we WeNt to The New TamPines 1... LOL.. so MAny PPl... heHe. i BouGht MySelf a DenIm Skirt, 2 BlOuse, 2 ShoRts fOr BeaCh/HomE weAr anD 2...... HaHa.. dun TeLL u.. =X... bUt we WerE so TireD so We deCideD not To WalK anYMore alThouGh thEre is StiLL alOt of ShOps we HaveN weNt.. so We weNt NexT to BuKit TiMaH FooDcOurt For sOme SiDe orDers, lIKe.. SAtAys, ChICkEn WinGs eTc.... sO AftEr EatIng We HeadEd BAcK hoMe... So TiRiNG.. Dun evEn kNw WhY.. HaI... He CallEd me ToDay too,.... we WerE talKing and He sAys thAt he Promises BesiDes hIs owN shIp saIling, The OthErs He WilL noT Go AnyMore.. and AftEr NexT yR's 4MonThS saIlinG... He WiLL hAf LeSSer LONG saIlingZ eXcePt for THosE one MonTh SaiLingz...theN i Keep SayIng "yayaya, listen onli.. cannot believe" ..."u also Say This year u can Slack In sg, yet so many sailings ahead u.." I kePt rePeAtinG tiLL i tiNk he IS kINda of IrriTated... I knOw he Is TryiNg to chEer me Up n MakE a ProMiSe thaT he Wun go for Other SailinGs excepT foR hiS OwN Ship,.. BuT I m ReaLLy To DisHearTed To WaTevA emPty ProMiseS... i knOw FoR OnLOOkErs i M thE one BeIng UnReasoNable.. BuT tHe FeeLinGs Sux WhEn I neeDed HiM and He Is noT eveN ThEre... So WaT if beCoz of MoneY?? thEre's NO MoRE FaMilY TIes n MaKiNG ouR maRRiaGe Life A PLaIn ONE,... i dUn MinD him GoinG for SaIlinG bUt maYbe 2 to 3 YrS once I m FinE.. HaI... dEaR.. I'M soRRy iF i M TrYing To Be DiffIcULt.. BuT i neeD mOre OF ur AttEntiOn THEn MONEy.. I Can go N TeAcH exTra TuiTiOn To HeLp u.. I dUn MiND~~ HAI... k I So TiReD LIaO.. StOp HeRe FoR tHe DaY... EnD oF THE dAy~~

*wahahha.. SuNdaY's SenToSa tRiP is ConFirMed... Weee~~ SenTosA I'M ComINg~~

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♥ Saturday, April 11, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

haIz.. toDaY is A BorIng Day... haVe Been at hOmE thE whoLe Day n It Is eVeN raInInG... sO bOrEd... WaNted To Go oUt buT i CaNt... SaD... Now is OnLi 4.45PM... OmG TiMe is So slow... SoMe BOdY helP!!~~~ I M FreAkiNg OUT... I waNNa BreaK dwn LiaOz.. beeN seTTing up The BloG for tHe wHoLe day... but StIll not cOmpletely doNe... neEd JuNe to go back Home N heLp me wiTh it..><HoPe Time wIll PaSS FAstEr~~ MiseraBle... hMMz..JusT ReCeIve a Call frOm HiM.. he saYs the Sea Wave there are Very StrOng.. alot Of the ppl thEre not Feeling so Well including He himself... haIz.. sIan.. wAt to do?? *yawnZZ* sleePy... toDay is A bOriNg daY... soBs... HoPe as eacH daY paSSes, I wIll not MiSS hIm so MucH... Not A gooD feeLing..><

*awaIting fOr Next SuNday~~ HoPe wiLL be A succeSSful ONe...

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♥ Friday, April 10, 2009

Belle ♥ Dao

hAi... today Is the first day of u leaving me all alone is sg... so i decided to Set up My BloG to WriTe doWn My FeeLinGs....

Today went oUt wiTh june n hui(dar), haha.. actually we r suppose to meet at 12pm at orchard. But june woke up late.. so we were all late.. hahaha.. so me and june took a cab down to orchard... when we are abt to reach orchard, dar called and say she is at wheelock place. So we went dwn to meet her there n we walked to Sakura International Buffet restaurant for lunch... We were all so FULL *burp* LOL.. after next we went to cine to do some shopping as june needs to find some of her stuffs. But too bad... NOTHING to be found..~~ wahaha.. it was raining so we took a bus down to Plaza Singapura. We went in PS to look ard and walked into G200.. haha, i manage to buy myself a shirt and june also manage to buy a blouse for herself... after that we went to THIS FASHION near PS. n i bought myself 2 pants:P waLk till leg going to break into 2.. Wahahaha~ so we find a place to eat strawberry ice... WAh... super nice... i will Go back there to eat when i haf the chance again.. LOL.. n the curry there is also yUmmy.. hehe... with the FULL stomach again.. we walk ard at PS and proceeded to PC BUNK at dougby gaud stn for a game of audi.. wahaha.. and without any realisation... it is already 8+... so we decided to head home.. i m so happy today... it's been long i dun haf this kind of life... i dun need to worry abt anything and just enjoy my day:P and i promise more of Tis days will come durIng this 4 montHs.. haI,... but once i get home... all the sad things is coming back to my mind.. i haf to rmb thT still haf 113days to go.. n dun even dare to think wat good chANges can u give me.. BoRed..

NeXt OuTinG: wiTh june n dar agaIn.. ahaha.. Way to SENTOSA!!! (hopefully)

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